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02-07-2013, 05:40 PM
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Re: A REAL World Trade Center Jumper
I agree with what you say. I guess I got pissed off because when I questioned the validity of the threat I was met with profanity and bigotry. I am trying to grow as a person at not let stupid people affect me but it takes time! |
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02-08-2013, 09:44 AM
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Re: A REAL World Trade Center Jumper
Well, I don't know if I will ever understand 9/11...I think I could live to be 200 years old and never understand why it happened, but I know how you feel, Bill, and I understand how difficult it is to talk about it. I also understand how being bashed in here makes it even more difficult to talk about it, let alone trust enough to put some of your personal photos up. I feel the same way. A memory that sticks out of my mind is when I finally made it out into the sunlight, there was a reporter there that was trying to talk to everyone as we were stumbling by. I remember looking at his face and seeing how scared he was. He kept repeating the same thing over and over to this one woman that had stopped and was talking to him. She finally stopped talking, put her arm around him, and he just started crying, I mean really crying in a way that I have never seen a person cry before. I then saw that his cameraman put his camera down and stopped filming. Respect. My friend and I, like a lot of people there, started using our phones to take pics and those that had better phones started taking video. Some of the people there were even mad that the cops wouldn't let anyone close enough to see where the bodies were landing, presumably to take pics of the people landing. To this day, anytime that I think of those photos, the raw emotion attached to those images sometimes becomes more than I can bear if I look at them. I guess what I am trying to say is that I know how difficult it is to share your photos on a forum such as this, Bill. If and when you choose to share yours, I hope that the good folks on here will understand how incredibly difficult it is to do so... |
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02-09-2013, 08:31 PM
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Re: A REAL World Trade Center Jumper
I will post them when I feel right about it people. I have posted all kinds of shit on here to help people get a feel for the situation so many times, it's unreal. Not just here either. Look at my profile and see all the shit I've posted trying to show what happened that day. At first, all I mentioned was having a friend there. Why ? Read through the comments in all the other threads. Most tried to utilize what was posted, but a few would pop off with comments that were disturbing. After talking to a few people, they thought sharing info with others would help, and that's when I started letting people know I was there that day. Some accepted it, a few made a spectacle. I've been through counseling, shrinks, the whole nine yards. It did not help. I still have nightmares of being 1,200 feet in the air with one way down. I still hear the sounds of people hitting the ground, and I don't care what anyone says, they sounded like explosions. Not C-4, anfo, or rdx, TNT, but they still sounded like explosions. I still see them hit the ground and fly apart in all directions. They exploded, disentigrated, whatever you want to call it, but they were no longer recognizable as human beings. It's not even easy to describe it. It sucks, none of those people did anything to deserve that shit. As bad as all of that is, the pregnant woman is still the worst. Watching her and her unborn child bust apart is something I will never forget, no matter how bad I want to. |
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02-10-2013, 03:47 PM
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Re: A REAL World Trade Center Jumper
I once swallowed a piece of human flesh that was not my own. I'll never forget it, but I don't want to talk about it so please don't ask me about it......just wait for me to start another thread about it or describe it disgusting detail here. Oh yeah and please have pity on me and pour your sympathies on. |
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02-10-2013, 03:49 PM
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I also have a friend that was killed in the civil war, but don't ask me about that either.
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02-10-2013, 03:50 PM
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Re: A REAL World Trade Center Jumper
I also have pictures of bigfoot eating from my hand, but don't pressure me to post them or I WON'T!!! I'LL POST THEM WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT DAMNIT!!!!
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02-10-2013, 05:30 PM
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Re: A REAL World Trade Center Jumper
Okay, I'm pretty sick of this. You both keep attacking Bill for not posting pictures he has. You say he can look at pictures he posts here, but won't post his own. In your logic, this means he's a liar. Well guess what, you both have missed something. Triggers. Pictures are a physical form of a memory. Personal pictures are known as triggers because you saw what is being shown in the exact same way. For stressful events that you have pictures of, you're reminded of it. The smells, the feelings, everything tied to that situation is in that picture to the person who took it. This is why Bill's pictures are harder on himself than other pictures he's posted. It's pathetic to see you two bashing him constantly. You demanded pictures, accused him of lying. Seeing as how he has a lot of feelings tied into this, he retaliated with anger. I know that feeling, and I'm sure multiple people here have felt that way too. So my only words of advice to you two are either go away and quit accusing someone of lying when your only evidence can very much so be voided by simple psychology, or simply quit calling him a liar and just wait for them to be posted. And if they aren't posted, whose loss is it? Nobody's. Plain and simple. |