[ladywolf]

I cant help but wonder why. Its hard to wrap my mind around wanting to hurt one's self to such a degree.(I feel kinda guilty for wondering too,I dunno why)I've never cut,I pull my hair out when I'm really stressed,and take Prozac and Trazedone,which works for me,fortunately.
There's heaps I'd love to ask her.Like what painkillers is she taking,does she think of the future,when did she start cutting,whats the deepest she's gone,stuff like that.Yes I am morbidly curious,but not cos I think she's a freak.I'd really like to try and understand why she and others hurt themselves like this.
She's obviously anorexic,and I'd presume bulimic as well,I wonder too if she realize the effect these are going to have on her bones,female issues,and the like.I used to do both as well,and TG my stomach started hurting so bad it did drive me to quit.Its better to be chunky than super thin and in pain all the time.Kills the tooth enamel terribly too.
Is she expecting to live? She just seems so lost and hopeless I had to ask,for anyone that talks to her.
All I can say is I wish this was fake and someone out there is just mucking about with make up effects.Its just so sad knowing someone is in this much pain to punish them self so cruelly.
If she ever does get to be "normal",she wouldnt be able to tattoo any of her scarred areas would she? My line of thinking is cover scars at all costs,so I probably wouldnt make a good cutter.
I really hope she is seeing a good therapist,and she can get herself "normal".

[skank]

I can't cut myself because I'd ruin my good looks.

She needs to rub some vitamin E on those scars and go eat some foood

[Nutrigrain]

She's obviously anorexic,and I'd presume bulimic as well,I wonder too if she realize the effect these are going to have on her bones,female issues,and the like.

I'm gonna take a wild guess here and suggest she probably doesn't care, if she is also not terribly worried about such things as infections, blood loss, scarring, etc i can't imagine her thinking about like, osteoporosis in the future. I'm not sure why you presume she's bulimic, as they are generally heavier than that.

If she ever does get to be "normal",she wouldnt be able to tattoo any of her scarred areas would she? My line of thinking is cover scars at all costs,so I probably wouldnt make a good cutter.

Again, I seriously doubt she's that worried about scars. Those kinds of scars wouldn't tattoo well, I wouldn't say, they are too deep, the scar tissue would be very thick and lumpy and therefore wouldn't disguise well anyway no matter what you put on it. Your line of thinking is to cover scars, but I am just saying that not everyone feels that way about scars. I have tons (mostly from stupid things like sports and falling out of trees) and have never really felt the need to hide them at all.

Agreed on the wondering about what medications she is on though, since someone said she doesn't feel pain from it! You'd have to be on some heavy stuff. I know I've had narcotic painkillers after surgeries and so on and still felt pain, so I have no clue what or how much of what she must be on.

I cant help but wonder why. Its hard to wrap my mind around wanting to hurt one's self to such a degree.(I feel kinda guilty for wondering too,I dunno why)I've never cut,I pull my hair out when I'm really stressed,and take Prozac and Trazedone,which works for me,fortunately.

I'm glad your medications work for you, but everyone is different, and that's why you can't understand what she is doing, methinks.

[imsogladimun-emo]

Originally Posted by parasyte ↗

this is why cutting is easier to deal with, physical pain makes one forget the emotional pain, this is why i sliced many times when i was younger. it wasnt for attention, i always wear long sleeves to hide it, since t's personal to me, and i dont want to explain what/why i do it to strangers and people who ask). I didnt want to die, or I would have attempted suicide, it was just a release.


cutting/blood play can also be great during sex. though no one's entioned that...

and cutting can be a personal form of bodimodifications, just like tattoos or piercings.

You cut youself during sex? not judging but that seems a little strange? (for me, anyways)

[imsogladimun-emo]

Originally Posted by One Wish ↗

I answer some of your questions if it's ok.
I respect your opinion and I hope you respect my.

1. If it's fake, then I admire her work.
I don't think she disrespect the dead, only helping people in depressed situations.
When you're in a deep depression you start to feel lonely, you start to imagine you're alone. In time maybe you get lonely.
Pics of scars, tears, blood, open wounds, sign with "I wanna die ASAP" written and even gory wounds cut to the bone, pics that shows any kind of pain or sadness helps against that loneliness.
When you are alone, it's hard to imagine people without legs or arms.

2. You can't always rely on help.
Sometimes it dosen't work, sometimes it only makes it worse.
Maybe she has tryed help already and it did't work.
When I was 14 I got depressed. It was just a small thing at night.
I was concerned about my life and future so I start to cut myself to sleep.
My mom found out and we went to a psychologist and talk about it.
I got some medicine against the cutting, at first i tought it did't work

because I still need to cut to sleep, but after 2 year I knew it worked.
The meds tog away concerned about life but it also made me more asocial which made mornings harder which made more stress at school which made concerned about life.
It did't help so much..
After that I stop taking it.
I still cut myself and don't rely on help.

3. Maybe she has a life.
Cutting isn't always about depression or attention
You can cut youself for just anything, for love, sex, hate, compassion and more.
I've learnd that cutting is no different from smoking and drinking.
They all hurt you in some way, can destroy your life, can be addictive.

I just saw a few pics of her life.
I don't know anything about her.

Cutting is a persenal, thats why we never can understand it correctly
What she's doing is not wrong, is not right.
What she's doing is herself and only.

somehow, the stuff u said about having 2 cut urself to sleep was really really sad and kinda moving.. ;( feel bad for you!

but .. how deep do you cut? and how does it make you sleep?

[zombiefication]

Originally Posted by imsogladimun-emo ↗

You cut youself during sex? not judging but that seems a little strange? (for me, anyways)

masokism is great ^^ (Spelling? :O )

[One Wish]

Originally Posted by imsogladimun-emo ↗

somehow, the stuff u said about having 2 cut urself to sleep was really really sad and kinda moving.. ;( feel bad for you!

but .. how deep do you cut? and how does it make you sleep?

I don't cut so deep, just a few skinlayers.
Never need for stitching.

When I cut it takes away all the worries and most of my feelings.
I've got more controlled after the meds so I can stay of for weeks even, months sometimes.

Originally Posted by zombiefication ↗

masokism is great ^^ (Spelling? :O )

*masochism
Damn, I knew you was from sweden :O

[AbraCadaver]

When I cut, it feels like I'm kinda letting the steam out of a pressure cooker, you know? I feel relieved. It helps me sleep too..

But I need stitches all the time, but I never get them.. Besides, I also like to pick the crusts of.. Don't know why..

[Baldy]

Originally Posted by EwwThatsGross ↗

Does anyone remember that "chick" from the Tim Burton movie "A Nightmare Before Christmas"?, LOL.

LOL good one

[dick]

KILL YOURSELF ALREADY PLEASE...THE REST OF US NEED YOUR PARKING SPACE.

ALSO, HERE IS A DANCING BANANA, THAT WE WILL LIKELY PUT IN YOUR MOUTH AT YOUR FUNERAL.