[Truth]

Originally Posted by AbraCadaver ↗

You fucking moron.. WHo the hell are you to say we cut ourselves over nothing? I have been through a hel of alot more then "losing my dad forever", and sometimes I need to vent. The fact that you are a complete fucking moron with a serious lack of compassion, and sense might I add, does not make us weird, it makes you the real fucking wackjob..

It's not about dying you ignorant twat, it's about trying to stay alive.

You're lucky.. You obviously don't know how it feels like, when it hurts to smile and when you hate yourself so much that you don't feel like you deserve to die, because it's "the easy way out", and you do not deserve easy. You deserve every single lousy feeling about yourself your twisted little mind can produce.

But fortunatley, ignorance has a way of getting revenge, so just sit tight, asshole, someday your dick will fall of..

Hmm, i know hot it feels, but ive given up trying to make people think well of cutters, they do not, and will not understand it, because they do not know what it feels like. =/

[AbraCadaver]

I know, but dickheads like that just gets to me..

[kinetickatie]

Originally Posted by F-Man ↗

If you're cutting yourself for attention just stop, for the love of god. People have to live with no arms and no legs, while you stupid little bitch cut yourself. What are you benefiting from this? "Oh I'll just cut myself and fill 9000 barrels of blood." Just die already, you useless cunt.

Why do you emo ******* cut yourself? Can you just tell me why? I've lost my dad forever and I got over it a long time ago while you fucking useless **** cut yourselfs just because you're "depressed" Of what? I would understand if you got AIDS or something but for small little things, it isn't worth it. If you want to die, just die, we don't need your bullshit.

I think I can help answer this. I was a very, very mild self-mutilator when I was 14. I wouldn't have even tried it if I didn't see it on t.v. I scratched my arms up pretty bad, but not deep and I don't even have scars. It didn't really make me feel any better.

But I did it because I thought it might help me release the crippling depression I was feeling. I realized it just made me feel worse, and I got help.

Been on antidepressants ever since.

We do stupid things like cut ourselves and attempt suicide for one of two reasons: 1.) we want attention, 2.) there is some kind of pleasure in causing yourself pain -- some people think they deserve it for being who they are. It's tough to understand.

About a year and 10 days ago I attempted suicide. I knew I didn't want to die. I took 96 times the maximum dose of Trazadone, and once I swallowed all the pills I got scared. I told my parents and we took the drive to the ER, and I was stripped down to just my panties with a dozen sticky pads all over my body. I've been to the ER a few times for care I couldn't get because my doctor's office was closed, but that was the only time I was at the top of triage. All those people caring about me...I felt like I meant something to someone. I wasn't useless and unloved like I felt.

For me it was attention. I know that. I wasn't getting the proper help, and I felt like I was at the end of my rope as far as asking for more help. I tried all the medicines, I tried it all...and I still felt horrible. I was scared.

If you've never dealt with depression, count yourself as incredibly lucky. I would take excruciating physical pain any second over depression. I'd rather be screaming in pain for days than feel depressed for a few hours. It's truly that horrible. It's not being bummed or sad. It's a numb feeling where you truly cannot see an end, you can't see a way out. Life seems useless, and you get angry at the happy people out there -- on t.v., your family, your friends...they're doing fine and you're beyond miserable. It's utter abandonment...nothing seems worthwhile, there is no future. Just depression. The smallest things make you cry...realizing you need a shower can plunge you into a weeping rampage, and you don't know why.

I know there are whiny teenagers out there who just want attention and aren't truly depressed. But that doesn't mean that there aren't those of us who aren't faking, who aren't making it up. I'm just 22 now, so I'm not far out from adolescence. Anyone who dramatizes their pain for attention deserves to really feel that pain. Maybe then they'll start being thankful for the good days.

On a non-personal note -- this girl has to know what she's doing. I think her "I want to die" remark was a farce, a joke. The degree to which she is torturing herself is unbelievable. If she wanted to die she would have done it already. She wouldn't be scared of the pain. Even if she is suicidal, she obviously has some part of her that wants to live. She is obviously capable of suicide. The amazing thing is that these wounds haven't become incredibly infected. I mean she is ASKING for gangrene.

Ok, and one more thing. I noticed all the bath products in her bathroom/shower. Me included, a lot of depressed people throw out the need to keep up appearances and hygiene. If we get in the shower at all it's a miracle (much of the time all we do is sleep and mope anyway, so not much to clean to be honest). All those products show she has some self-respect...she cares about how she smells and if she's clean. I know she's not really showing that much respect to herself by injuring herself so severely, but there is definitely a mental illness present.

[güttsfükk]

Originally Posted by kinetickatie ↗

If you've never dealt with depression, count yourself as incredibly lucky. I would take excruciating physical pain any second over depression. I'd rather be screaming in pain for days than feel depressed for a few hours. It's truly that horrible. It's not being bummed or sad. It's a numb feeling where you truly cannot see an end, you can't see a way out. Life seems useless, and you get angry at the happy people out there -- on t.v., your family, your friends...they're doing fine and you're beyond miserable. It's utter abandonment...nothing seems worthwhile, there is no future. Just depression. The smallest things make you cry...realizing you need a shower can plunge you into a weeping rampage, and you don't know why.

this is why cutting is easier to deal with, physical pain makes one forget the emotional pain, this is why i sliced many times when i was younger. it wasnt for attention, i always wear long sleeves to hide it, since t's personal to me, and i dont want to explain what/why i do it to strangers and people who ask). I didnt want to die, or I would have attempted suicide, it was just a release.


cutting/blood play can also be great during sex. though no one's entioned that...

and cutting can be a personal form of bodimodifications, just like tattoos or piercings.

[Faust]

Originally Posted by kinetickatie ↗

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I don't know how to say this, but i am really moved by what you wrote.

[EvelynElectro]

Here's my list of things said and uploaded in this topic.

1. This girl needs help. Even if its fake and photoshop; if you can photoshop that and upload it and making people believe that it's real; Than you have no FUCKING respect for anyone. Think of all the people who have no arms or legs; you just photoshop it so you can see bone! That aint right. So respectless. Theres a picture on the wall that says; I WANNA DIE ASAP. Seriously! If that's real, GET HELP. if its fake; Again no respect for the dead. Think of all the people who killed themselfes cause their in deep shit, (not the ones who kill themselves cuz their bf/gf broke up). Don't you have any MORAL at all?

If it's all real, I can only say one thing:
GET HELP ASAP.
This isn't healthy. Even if you like gore stuff like that, you can't just cut yourself so deep and expect to live for another 20 yrs. And if you want to kill yourself; there are other options. Options people don't think about. Just contact your local helpcenter and ask about it.
But if you keep on cutting yourself; you're life is worthless. I know it sounds harsh but it's the truth.
If you live to cut yourself you don't have a life

Life is ment for love and friends and all the good stuff. And if you think you can't have that, think again. If you think that there is nothing good inside of you, look again. Humans aren't perfect. But there's always ALWAYS something good inside of every one of us. Even if you don't believe me, take a good look inside you. There must be something else that you enjoy besides cutting? Taking pictures for example?

AND ANOTHER THING
(oh my god long post)
Making fun of this girl like saying those pics are hot, makes you mental aswell.
I understand if you like gore shit ( as I do ) But those pics come from a girl ( asuming it isn't fake)
A hopefully still breathing girl who needs help. Who cuts herself so deep you can see the bone.
It isn't hot or funny or even gore. Cause let's face it; gore is one step beneath this.

Feel free to argue with me; I only expressed my opinion which doesnt have to be yours.

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Okay. So, first off, I want to say I've never experienced what some of you people here say, but then again, I find unnormal and horrible things less "weird" than this. It's just who I am.

Now, this does not mean that I came here to judge or make rude, undocumented comments. I am only saying that I can halfy understand if society is isolating these type of person. After all, feeling the need to cut yourself is unnatural and against all conservative laws that nature left imprinted in your brain at birth. Of course, there many, many spoiled brats who just put some black makeup on them, take a "deppresed" expresion and call themselves "EMO" merely wanting attention. I am not talking about these persons as the girl (again IF the pictures are real) means serious bussiness.
I don't agree with this type of behaivor, but I also believe that a more open-minded type of society with different kind of rules might be able to get the emo's the true kind of thing they need: serious, medical help.

As long as we just refuse to treat the true core of the problem, limiting ourselves to swearing and repulsion towards them, we only prove time and again that humanity is in a continous countdown towards self-destruction. After all, the mere existence of such a problem says something about the way society affects people's minds, doesn't it ? Feeling alone and worthless in a threateing world, dominated by materialistic brain-washing. Feeling impotent, useless, pathetic, needing to be "punished" just because you think you deserve it ?
These ideas have been implemented by human civilization along the centuries, so subtle that it was nearly impossible to notice. But it was there, and the recent outbreaks of emo's, suicidals, people maddened by stress and depression proves this.

But what can we do about it ? Nothing. Why ? Because humanity won't change by itself. Even though it is proven time and again that this cycle is destructive, not constructive, it will continue on. Problems will always be constant in one way or another, and human lives will one day be totally dominated by them. It's how humans want to live, I guess. I dont know what to say.

For now, I respect the people who truly try to help persons such as this, and hope for a better future tomorrow.

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[Fjelltroll]

Poor girl. How do you get into these things?

[AbraCadaver]

Thats almost impossible to answer.. Everyone has their reasons...
Most people, such as myself, have more than one too..

I do cut, and I take "controlled" overdoses, I break my arms and I pull out my nails. But I don't think I'd ever post a picture of it. The only reason I'm even saying this, is that no one has a clue who the hell I am.. If I'd post pictures, all anonymety would fly out the window, and I would feel so "exposed" and disgusting. And some of the comments here would seriously just break me if I posted pictures of my darkest most painful secrets.

Although I wish this girl all the best, I'm afraid it might be to late.
From personal experience I can say that once you've passed a certain point, and crossed certain limits, it's damn near impossible to go back.

[One Wish]

Originally Posted by EvelynElectro ↗

Here's my list of things said and uploaded in this topic.

1. This girl needs help...

I answer some of your questions if it's ok.
I respect your opinion and I hope you respect my.

1. If it's fake, then I admire her work.
I don't think she disrespect the dead, only helping people in depressed situations.
When you're in a deep depression you start to feel lonely, you start to imagine you're alone. In time maybe you get lonely.
Pics of scars, tears, blood, open wounds, sign with "I wanna die ASAP" written and even gory wounds cut to the bone, pics that shows any kind of pain or sadness helps against that loneliness.
When you are alone, it's hard to imagine people without legs or arms.

2. You can't always rely on help.
Sometimes it dosen't work, sometimes it only makes it worse.
Maybe she has tryed help already and it did't work.
When I was 14 I got depressed. It was just a small thing at night.
I was concerned about my life and future so I start to cut myself to sleep.
My mom found out and we went to a psychologist and talk about it.
I got some medicine against the cutting, at first i tought it did't work

because I still need to cut to sleep, but after 2 year I knew it worked.
The meds tog away concerned about life but it also made me more asocial which made mornings harder which made more stress at school which made concerned about life.
It did't help so much..
After that I stop taking it.
I still cut myself and don't rely on help.

3. Maybe she has a life.
Cutting isn't always about depression or attention
You can cut youself for just anything, for love, sex, hate, compassion and more.
I've learnd that cutting is no different from smoking and drinking.
They all hurt you in some way, can destroy your life, can be addictive.

I just saw a few pics of her life.
I don't know anything about her.

Cutting is a persenal, thats why we never can understand it correctly
What she's doing is not wrong, is not right.
What she's doing is herself and only.