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#112
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12-14-2009, 06:27 AM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
I have been started all over again, can't eat in front of people anymore, just a little cottage cheese, pastasauce and citruswater in the morning. Only I can say it's all comes over again, can't eat chocolate anymore which I usually love... hehe, seriously... Thank Ana I don't puke anyway :s Ye, I know i should eat more but my body, brain says "no", it's hard. I was (not fat though) kinda chubby, had my "chillytimes" eating chips, candy, chocolates, pizzas and such, and had a weight of 47 kg for my 1.55 cm (I mean, NOT fat! But not skinny neither...), and now I'm down to 41,5 kg (not underweight yet but I sure know I have this eating disorder and this obsessing counting calories and scalewatching). Where's Dr. Phil when you need him???  But somehow I want to lose some pounds and I am a lazy shit who won't take a step for making a healthy progress, yes, I have this working cross-trainer but hell with it because it's easier starving yourself so why not..? Ok, that was a up and down saying for an asshole believer, of course I want to get healthy and eat "normal", enjoy a pizza when times come and so on... but, but, but, but, but... you got to take that ass over to take cake and all eat it which comes and you know, but I went healthy once so sure I can do it once again. Narcissist or not but I'll do it!
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#115
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12-17-2009, 12:46 AM
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 My Rank: LANCE CORPORAL Poster Rank:2903 Dudebroflowskimunch Join Date: Oct 2009 Posts: 137 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)
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EWWWWWWWW!!!! I'd rather be fat than that! Statistics show that deathly underweight ppl die faster than deathly overweight ppl. I rally don't see the attractiveness here... |
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#116
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12-17-2009, 09:05 AM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
Rather be fat? You sure..? Often it's actually the obesity who leads till this disease if you wanted listen... example, "normal" thought, you thinks you're fat and wants to lose some pounds and there you go, trapped in your own body, counting calories of fear gaining weight... it's not anorexia but an eating disorder you must end before the "real deal" is starting and simply taking your life over, can't eat with your family, friends and do things just be a part of your own prison and fight day like nights for your rights you can't control. So please, don't say something like that, be happy that you're have a "normal" weight curve and can eat whatever you want, pizza, candy and such... which some can't and I seriously I wish I could just go down next to shopping store and buy me a big 200g chocolate cake and eat like shit it all, that would be just Mm mmm... but is it that easy you think? No it isn't... think again, please. |
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#117
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12-17-2009, 06:21 PM
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I'm happy i'm average weight that's just nuts. I would think they wouldn't feel good like that... though they still think the are a 500 pound women as the look at the scale and it reads 50 pounds.
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#118
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12-23-2009, 04:42 AM
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Now it's kinda the up-and-down-period, I feel save in myself but then the "evil" voices says like you need too loose more like this bone will showing... I'm just eating once a day but it's not that that bother, I have the energy doing everything, I exercising (not overdose though but you know), I see myself as healthy You can't just eat forever and always, eh? Once a day seems actually kinda right, don't tell my psychiatrist though, he who go nuts and back to the mental institute which he sure deserves.
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#120
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12-23-2009, 02:30 PM
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 My Rank: PRIVATE Poster Rank:11141 Join Date: Dec 2009 Posts: 11 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)
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Disturbing. The thing I don't understand is why they're still alive, most people don't survive such a low bodyweight because this leads to heart failures.
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