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#101
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12-03-2009, 09:11 AM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
I'm glad you see it that way, hell_bent, I felt and said actually the same and pretended I was "naturally" skinny for folks that they not should find out and take me as the "no-born" I was that time. Maybe be better born as an animal, feeding that fat milk with much minerals and vitamins... no ones cares you gains weight, why not? And then come Mrs. Djurplagare kills them, haha! |
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#103
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12-03-2009, 09:50 AM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
I dont care about breasts. how can you say your will is gone? you are still alive, that requires a tremendous lot of willpower. you will find a man one day who respects you, even if you think you have no will or whatever, you will meet someone who loves you and takes care about you. But I understand it is hard to have lived with a disease like anorexia. |
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#104
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12-03-2009, 11:26 AM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
Okej, here some spooky but I have to...meeh..! Guys doesn't matter anymore, I don't do that for them, maybe they want REAL small, maybe not but I don't care, it's MY, my own! And this had let me to worst self-esteem ever, and THAT'S why! Heck with guys, it's can't counts neither you can't except yourself, am I right? I knew I would meet someone who would just answer like that, they'll do anyways... Thats like which diseases you matter have, all same, like schizo... you think they will all looking in a corner just... ye looking, for what?? Mice? Serious... It's 2009, 2010 incoming... and still a drug of using ECT's everyday that we know gives damages such as permanent memory-lost. Where are we going..? |
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#107
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12-07-2009, 08:02 PM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
And these women consider themselves beautiful... I wonder how their brains are wired that way to make them think they're either perfect weight or still overweight. My family accuses my mom of being anorexic. She's actually not THAT skinny, but I agree she should still eat more. |
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#108
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12-08-2009, 08:26 AM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
Not really, they're seeing the scale numbers but can't help to loose another "number" just to try how low you can go, that was what I was doing on the scale when I had. I didn't see myself beautiful in that way I was just there to chock everyone and thought that I should be happy if just could lose it all, like a competition against your own body and how you could make it out, for how long you could stay alive without food and so, and so it was, maybe for 4-5 weeks without only drinking citruswater. Yes, they still thinks they're some fatty and still need to loose some weight and then the nightmare comes and they knows they are sick in some kind of way but can't control they mental state against food (you know what I mean Exes...), you want to eat a healthy, for example, tomato-salad but can't think about calories running through your head that or either that way... Thats same with my grandma (she's dead now though, died from anorexia.), but she was a fighter a absolute greatest pokerfacest lier to hide what she had eaten, actually she ate with us so I had suspicion for bulimia but i don't know, thats was weird she never ever gain any weight and were very scary skinny. |