[bando21]

thats gonna leave a mark on her belly

[11B2P]

Originally Posted by S3v3n007 ↗

I'm so glad you didn't!! The memories you & your son will have is worth staying alive for. It's sad to think you're living only on behalf of him but I was that way once, too. It took a LOT of bad decision making on my part, before I realized just how blessed I actually was & didn't know it. My perception was all wrong.
Now, life is far better than I could've ever dreamed possible.

If you're depressed or dealing with anxiety, please go see a doctor. Getting on the rights meds & dosage make all the difference. An antidepressant, antianxiety & a beta blocker called Propranolol worked for me. I can't stress to you enough, how much better things are & apparently a lot of it had to do with evening out chemical imbalances.

There's more in store for you, in this life 11B2P. It does get better but it all begins with that step in the right direction, like your choice to stay alive. It's a process but one that's well worth it.

I'm starting to realize that now.

I am a combat vet with severe PTSD, extreme anxiety, nightmares, panic attacks, depression, chronic pain, mood swings, etc. I am meds for all this.

The reason why I felt to end my life was because, my wife filed for divorce while I was in Montana. I was visiting a friend that I served with in Afghanistan. He was going to a rough patch too. So I went there to spend a little time with him. Like Soldiers do.

Then she dropped this bomb out of nowhere, got a restraining order, and I can't see my son until the dissolution is settled.

Apparently, my PTSD scared her, even though I never hurt anyone in the past 15 years while suffering from this.

To top it all of, she notified me via email. Didn't even give me a chance to come home and talk to her face to face or see my son.

[mfedkiw]

It almost looks like she may have hit her head on the concrete wall at the bottom but I didn't slow it down to make sure.

[rhubarb_king]

... such a beautiful wave pattern ...

[GreenTsamurai]

Originally Posted by 11B2P ↗

I'm starting to realize that now.

I am a combat vet with severe PTSD, extreme anxiety, nightmares, panic attacks, depression, chronic pain, mood swings, etc. I am meds for all this.

The reason why I felt to end my life was because, my wife filed for divorce while I was in Montana. I was visiting a friend that I served with in Afghanistan. He was going to a rough patch too. So I went there to spend a little time with him. Like Soldiers do.

Then she dropped this bomb out of nowhere, got a restraining order, and I can't see my son until the dissolution is settled.

Apparently, my PTSD scared her, even though I never hurt anyone in the past 15 years while suffering from this.

To top it all of, she notified me via email. Didn't even give me a chance to come home and talk to her face to face or see my son.

I dont want to sound presumptuous, but lately studies have come out showing ecstasy treatment or mdma can help permanently resolve PTSD. You should look into it and possibly find a doctor who can help you get on this treatment. It's fairly new for few years now, but it has proven wonders. Do your research and get better my friend

[GreenTsamurai]

http://www.maps.org/research/mdma

http://www.mdmaptsd.org/

here are a few links to get you started on the info.

[John Doenut]

She floated, must be a witch. Burn her!

[Kinalace]

Apparently someone's camera doesn't have the ability to zoom in. This whole video is just looking at nothing but water and a dot. Sad that she jumped though I think she definitely died but if she didnt die I bet she wished she was dead after that flop. That would suck!

[Ninjavandal]

Ill give it a 7.5

[philovan]

Hard to say from that long distance video, but it looked to me like she was trying to swim toward that island at the top of the screen.