[teabagsonfire]

Originally Posted by roLov12 ↗

That was strange to watch. Also a lot of bloody puke.

Not sure if it was blood or just the wine.

[teabagsonfire]

This dude's dad attempted to drown him in childhood (successfully killing his twin brother). That is so brutal.

It sounds like his mind was very active with horror creativity, although I have not seen any of the work to judge the quality in any way. That's besides the point I guess.

His life sounds very traumatic and not having a father or mother is going to lead to issues. RIP

[owlguy77]

Originally Posted by Xtatic ↗

Timeline of Effects

Minutes to 1 Hour
• Gastrointestinal irritation: nausea, vomiting, abdominal pain.
• Early signs of hypoxia: dizziness, headache, weakness, rapid heart rate, shortness of breath.
• Skin changes: bluish lips, nail beds, and skin (cyanosis) — a hallmark of methemoglobinemia.

1–4 Hours
• Progressive methemoglobinemia: oxygen delivery to organs drops further.
• Mental confusion, anxiety, and drowsiness may set in.
• Heart and lungs compensate with rapid breathing and tachycardia (fast heartbeat).
• Blood pressure may start to fall.

4–12 Hours
• Moderate to severe poisoning:
• Neurological effects: severe confusion, dizziness, seizures, or loss of consciousness.
• Cardiovascular strain: chest pain, irregular heartbeat, worsening hypotension.
• Possible respiratory distress or failure.

12–24 Hours
• Without treatment, oxygen starvation damages major organs (brain, heart, kidneys, liver).
• Risk of multi-organ failure.
• Death may occur due to circulatory collapse or respiratory failure.

After 24 Hours (if survived)
• Recovery depends on how quickly treatment was given.
• With timely antidote (methylene blue) and oxygen therapy → full recovery is possible.
• Delayed treatment → risk of permanent neurological damage, kidney or liver impairment.

⚠️ Note: Even small amounts (a gram or so for adults, less for children) can be fatal if untreated.

The total video wasn't 4h, and you can see he stops breathing after like 20 or 30 minutes..but I didn't look at the timestamps so maybe it did take long

[Easily_Unamused]

Very hard watch

[jsundqui]

Suicide forums (sanctioned suicide) is full of people asking where to order Sodium Nitrite from and whether anyone knows legit sources. So this is a preferred way to end life for many.

It's affordable, not too hard to obtain the stuff and quite painless (unconsciousness kicks in fast). And if you do get resuscitated quick, it's supposed to be reversible ie. no permanent damage.

[Necrotic Bowel]

Boring. And I don’t mean boring as in drilling a hole, either

[DK06]

Given the drugs while in utero, attempted drowning, and previously attempting suicides, he would likely have a brain injury or disability from that.
ABI + trauma = not good coping mechanisms, attachment disorders, ptsd etc etc.

(For those noting the weirdness of dressing, attention seeking behaviour and annoying way he speaks etc).

Bio mother (14) likely reaped/S.abused by Baby Daddy (approx 19).

Shit time and vicious cycle.

[Dr_Jackal]

Breaks my hear to read about such a horrible life right off the bat. His whole life was a living hell save for his relationship with his adoptive father, it seems. Rest in peace.

[fs7600]

But did he dieded

[tylerdurden420]

Does anyone know where the alleged first video is. The one where he chickens out?