[daughterofthenight]

Originally Posted by morbid75 ↗

I agree. Some people are beyond help and use their misery to ruin others. She is cutting herself here but as adept as she is who can say she would not end up hacking someone else or kids if she had them.

It's obvious you know absolutely nothing about SI, do some research. Neither of your statements are true of people who self injure.

[Tantrix]

Originally Posted by adhOLapbNwaST! ↗

It's obvious you know absolutely nothing about SI, do some research. Neither of your statements are true of people who self injure.

I'd say he's pretty on-point. So you're saying you wouldn't have a problem with her babysitting your kids, or you'd feel just fine sleeping over at her house? Stop bullshitting...nobody would want to be near her crazy ass.

[cito]

Its obvious by posting pics online they want to show off their freak show...just dont get mad when I point and laugh at the mental illness.

Make a spectacle of your illness deserves nothing less

[daughterofthenight]

Originally Posted by Tantrix ↗

I'd say he's pretty on-point. So you're saying you wouldn't have a problem with her babysitting your kids, or you'd feel just fine sleeping over at her house? Stop bullshitting...nobody would want to be near her crazy ass.

You miss the point entirely because you don't understand either.

As a cutter I raised four children. I never physically harmed my children. Did I emotionally harm them? In my last years when I was most ill they were exposed to one cutting incident and I regret that more than you will ever understand because you were probably a near perfect parent. Fortunately they were adults by then. Were they still harmed? Emotionally yes they were. I still castigate myself for this. They have forgiven me many times over, but I never will. I spent the whole of their childhood forbidding myself from cutting, but two and a half years after my daughter was raped my PTSD overcame my ability to do this anymore and I lost the rest of my mind.

Go ahead and think you are a better person. I dare you.

As beautiful and healthy as my adult children are today and part of me thinks I may be responsible, just may... the other part of me blames everything bad for and I will be cutting myself again tonight because I hate myself for everything I may have ever fucked up. I don't give a shit what you think, my judgment is more than enough to condemn me here on earth. At least I know I will ascend to heaven having served my time here in hell. You? It's questionable. Anyone who believes they are better than anyone else, well. . .

[Morbid75]

Originally Posted by adhOLapbNwaST! ↗

You miss the point entirely because you don't understand either.

As a cutter I raised four children. I never physically harmed my children. Did I emotionally harm them? In my last years when I was most ill they were exposed to one cutting incident and I regret that more than you will ever understand because you were probably a near perfect parent. Fortunately they were adults by then. Were they still harmed? Emotionally yes they were. I still castigate myself for this. They have forgiven me many times over, but I never will. I spent the whole of their childhood forbidding myself from cutting, but two and a half years after my daughter was raped my PTSD overcame my ability to do this anymore and I lost the rest of my mind.

Go ahead and think you are a better person. I dare you.

As beautiful and healthy as my adult children are today and part of me thinks I may be responsible, just may... the other part of me blames everything bad for and I will be cutting myself again tonight because I hate myself for everything I may have ever fucked up. I don't give a shit what you think, my judgment is more than enough to condemn me here on earth. At least I know I will ascend to heaven having served my time here in hell. You? It's questionable. Anyone who believes they are better than anyone else, well. . .

I am very sorry about your illness. It is unfortunate you cannot overcome your self-loathing. I am glad your kids are okay despite the emotional trauma they endured. Give yourself a break though; all parents make mistakes they deeply regret.
I stand by what I said before though. I know people cut the same way some people drink, are promiscuous, shoot heroin, etc. I also know people can have multiple diagnoses and disorders. Borderlines and bipolars, which are likely somewhere in her diagnosis, can be violent. Borderlines become obsessed when they think people reject them. They fuck their families up with their manipulation and cutting behaviors. I might not be a cutter but I know I would NEVER allow my family around that seriously disturbed girl.

[uj2000]

Jesus why not just kill herself she will never grow normal so sad.

[jesse]

She wants to die? She is cutting in all the wrong places. She doesn't REALLY want to die.

[Noid]

i have been that thin before but ..damn .. she seriously fucks herself up hard core. Hope she's ok.

[tuppence]

sick, omg how ill must she be

[ralucagymnast]

Originally Posted by cito ↗

Its obvious by posting pics online they want to show off their freak show...just dont get mad when I point and laugh at the mental illness.

Make a spectacle of your illness deserves nothing less

I dont think her photos were ever meant for public consumption tbh; if I remember correctly, her photos were posted on a psychiatric forum, and ended up being more public than she probably ever intended them to be :(