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#131
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11-29-2008, 07:33 PM
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Re: Some EMO Girl Needs Serious Help
can you explain why you cut yourself? not being rude or demeaning.. but why? why cut yourself to the bone and -ugh- be so much in pain? |
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#132
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11-29-2008, 07:52 PM
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Re: Some EMO Girl Needs Serious Help
ok im getting slightly irritated with everyone lableing the poor cutter kids emos wat the fuck... not all emo kids cut smart ones pletny of ur other people in there other groups do it to geez i just find it degrading to lil desent emo kids that dont dont do it but since they dress and look emo they automatically have "cutter" slapped on there forhead |
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#135
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11-29-2008, 08:01 PM
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Re: Some EMO Girl Needs Serious Help
seriously you need help man, your fuked up, why the hell do you cut your self so deep? if you want to die just fukn kill your self. stop cuting yourself so much dikhead. if not get a fukn life dumb bitchh. and eat some fkn maccas anerexsic fuck, UR FUCKED UP !!!!!!! |
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#136
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11-30-2008, 04:01 AM
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Re: Some EMO Girl Needs Serious Help
I came for the emo chick, I stayed for the serial killers.. But anyways, I am also a cutter. I don't know why I do it. I just know that when I feel stressed out and have no way out of that feeling, I reach for a blade or knife and start pressing my flesh. I don't think of what I'm doing when I am doing it. But when I am done, the next day seems to be a wake up call. Especially if I did something in plain sight, like on my forearms. I regret doing it only because it might be visible. (You have to hide it or you will have to answer to someone about it..) But like I said, when you are in the mental state where you are cutting yourself, you are not thinking of that or anything else, but getting the blood out. The more blood, the better, the deeper the wound, the better.. And this might seem weird to people who don't cut, but I wish I had the nerve to do it as deep as she does. Some weird messed up thing in my head covets that. I don't know why. When I see pics of people who can injure themselves worse, it makes me feel like I haven't done enough to myself. Just trying to share some thoughts, so maybe some of you can understand. I wondered why she isn't bleeding that much, I wonder if it's because she's anorexic and maybe her heart rate is low? |
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#137
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11-30-2008, 06:18 AM
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Re: Some EMO Girl Needs Serious Help
i've felt this, it's a strange feeling, it might seem strange to say it but seeing other people with wounds which have been worse than some I've inflicted (which isnt often) I get a sort of feeling of guilt, that's the only way I can explain it. Kind of feeling guilty that I felt so bad or what ever that I had to dothat, yet how i cut only pales in comparison to what I see, and therefore maybe i could have held back and done a better job when all that energy that needed to be released had built up that bit more". Does that seem any similar to how you eel limberger?. mind you i haven't used a blade in about 2 years now. not that i didnt want to but fought the urge |
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#139
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11-30-2008, 01:03 PM
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Re: Some EMO Girl Needs Serious Help
I've cut myself too in the past, so belive me, you can stop. And stop before you get that deep, really, i bet youre tired of hearing this, but i regret it so much, the scars are not nice at all, i tried to get a new job a few days ago, and I had to sit all strange to not show off my arms.
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#140
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11-30-2008, 01:04 PM
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Re: Some EMO Girl Needs Serious Help
Start doing something else when the need to cut start to take over, give yourself a makeover or anything, go out and take a walk. you can still punish yourself if you like, but you can do it a little bit nicer to yourself. Take a cold shower.
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