[cardsharksam]

sending you best wishes stay strong

[Susan]

Yes, saying "there's other people worse off" is one of the worst things you can say. All it does is add to the guilt you feel. We've all been told to put ourselves together, like we actually enjoy feeling this way. When you can't leave the house because you have an overwhelming feeling of impending doom. you're in your own house yet you are anxious as hell, like something so bad is about to happen. You have to do everything like a ritual because if you don't, then something bad will happen, and it will be all your fault. The stress becomes so much you start hearing voices. You start seeing things. You don't know what to to anymore. Any little argument and you start to lose you ability to think rationally. That is when i go to the a and e, because I know if i don't, i would do something, and i love my chldren so much. We dnt ask to be this way. People don't cut themselves and require over 10 staples because they want attention. Would you want that sort of attention. Some people on here are complete cunts and i hope you realise what arseholes you are soon.

[drusilladimitria]

Thank you for sharing.

[shelly80]

Lucky u didn't cut that tendon

[Menalipa]

No, seriously. Who told you that cutting along the veins was a good idea

[SpicyWeiner]

Weak

[techfreak76]

I know what you deal with. I was also in a deep state of depression and a short step away to end my life. But then my Partner (this was in 2001 and since this time he is on my side) stepped in my life and fill my life with fun and joy! If you ever feel sad please P.M me. You only have one life! Do not waste it! Greetings Peter / Vienna.

[Bastet]

Thank you for sharing your experience Spiritual and the images related to it. I admire your courage for posting something so personal publicly. Suicide is a topic that tends to provoke very strong reactions from people and this is true for the society in general, not just this site. When you hit the lowest point imaginable, taking your own life often seems to be the ticket to peace and freedom. What helped me to survive was to adopt the "I don't give a flying fuck about what you think about me, I've been neglecting myself for far too long and now it's about time I put myself first" attitude. It took me out of the powerlessness that was the driving force behind my suicidal urges.

I'd love to know how you're doing now. Take care and keep on rockin'!

[quartermain]

Please know there are people who care. Call 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday. National suicide prevention hotline.

[Spiritual]

Originally Posted by Bastet ↗

Thank you for sharing your experience Spiritual and the images related to it. I admire your courage for posting something so personal publicly. Suicide is a topic that tends to provoke very strong reactions from people and this is true for the society in general, not just this site. When you hit the lowest point imaginable, taking your own life often seems to be the ticket to peace and freedom. What helped me to survive was to adopt the "I don't give a flying fuck about what you think about me, I've been neglecting myself for far too long and now it's about time I put myself first" attitude. It took me out of the powerlessness that was the driving force behind my suicidal urges.

I'd love to know how you're doing now. Take care and keep on rockin'!

Hi there, and thank you for your kind words. I apologize for my late reply, I login maybe once or twice every few months. I'm doing good since this happened, it was just a one off event. Life handed me some bullshit last year and it was probably the worst and most traumatic year I've ever been through in my adult life but I didn't get depressed or suicidal again. I have been doing what you did, and giving myself the love I deserve. I realising for far too long I did not love myself. I didn't know how to. Now I do and I take this gorgeous girl out on dates, clothes shopping, dump toxic people and shitty friends at the drop of a dime and stand up for myself a little more these days. Before, I was a very mousy pushover. Now a days I'm living life! Even got myself a scooter motorbike and got a great new job. I've met nice people, and have been happy. Whenever I get sad now I do something to occupy my mind and snuggle my dog. I know I'm not half as bad or made of shit as I used to think I was. I have no problem telling people to get the fuck out of my life now if they bring any of their toxic waste dump into my beautiful sacred habitat.