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02-16-2012, 02:09 PM
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 ❌ Perra del Mal ❌ Poster Rank:816 Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 954 Mentioned: 1 Post(s) Quoted: 311 Post(s)
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My Story
I'm sorry, couldn't think of a good title so that's why it's lame OK!? xD I'm diagnosed with major depression and Cyclothymia(think bipolar-light) I started to hurt myself at the age of 12 and continued on doing that till the age 16. I hurt myself using razors, lighters, scissors and I also abused a lot of pills and drugs. I've only had one relapse since then(I'm 18 now) and you'll see it on the pictures. And do, the yin yang is not a tattoo, it's just something I scribbled on myself. 1st picture: left shin 2nd picture: thighs 3rd picture: left arm 4th picture: left wrist (here's the relapse) 5th picture: upper left arm None of my cut's have been life threatening but some of them would look a lot better now if they had gotten stitches. Sure some of you are going to call me emo and other things now but I don't really care. These scars will forever be on my body and I'm proud of them. They exist to remind me of what I've been through.  ·  ·  ·  ·  · |
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02-16-2012, 03:57 PM
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 My Rank: LANCE CORPORAL Poster Rank:2462 Female Join Date: Feb 2011 Posts: 179 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)
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Re: My Story
I wont call you emo  I suffer from selfinjury,too. |
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02-16-2012, 08:22 PM
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 ★ Legacy Member ★ Poster Rank:111 Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 14,074 Mentioned: 44 Post(s) Quoted: 3721 Post(s)
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Re: My Story
There is such a thing as being past all this. It happens all the time. Many lives have a "wilderness" period where it seems that there is no hope of change. This is an illusion. All things come to pass. (eventually) No matter what is may seem like in the moment. Everything has a 'season' and 'seasons' change. You will pass through many 'seasons' in your life. It's easy to believe your fears and darker thoughts, but really, they are just fleeting ideas and have no more weight than what you accord them. Some of your seemingly "worst" experiences can end up being your greatest assets further down the road. |
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02-16-2012, 08:55 PM
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 My Rank: SERGEANT Poster Rank:1021 Join Date: Jun 2010 Posts: 672 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)
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Re: My Story
ever thought about getting some Dick?!
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02-17-2012, 06:19 AM
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 My Rank: MASTER SERGEANT Poster Rank:537 Male Join Date: Jan 2012 Posts: 1,886 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 22 Post(s)
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Re: My Story
Thank you for sharing and glad you have overcome the urge to cut. Let those scars be a reminder of the dark place you were in and how you are strong enough to overcome anything! |
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02-17-2012, 11:22 AM
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 My Rank: GUNNERY SERGEANT Poster Rank:647 micropenis Join Date: Apr 2010 Posts: 1,342 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 7 Post(s)
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Re: My Story
Cutting myself helps me keeping sane in this world i never asked to be in. So best wishes to you i think ur very brave posting this!
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02-18-2012, 03:27 AM
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 ★ Legacy Member ★ Poster Rank:1449 Female Join Date: May 2010 Posts: 401
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Re: My Story
I've been there. I used to cut myself as well. Thankfully I haven't relapsed in about 11 months. It's a very dark road for some and I'm glad you are proud of where you have been and feel all the stronger for it. I know on this site it's very hard to post something like this and avoid all the rude remarks, and I applaud your courage and thank you for sharing this with us. |
