[frozia]

I like them

[CreepyJanet]

Damn. I love being skinny but that is just fucking sick. I wonder how they end up that way...

[PS I Hate You]

A relative of mine was bulimic. She thought she was fooling everyone by leaving the table after every meal, disappearing into the bathroom, emerging after 10 minutes smelling of toothpaste.

Were to put the blame? Childhood trauma? Peer pressure? Self loathing? Fashion magazines?

IMO, I think they are no different than women who eat to obesity to cover the pain in their hearts. Changing the body so that it is unrecognizable to themselves - whether it is to the point of skin and bones or mass.

Fashion magazines? No. Too easy to put the blame on them. Anorexics actually cover up in layers to hide their weight from family.

I think childhood/teen trauma is to blame. If something happened to a child (under 18), whether it be rape, divorce, a death, etc., the child feels not in control. Thus controlling weight and achieving the goal of losing weight is something the person can control.


Abra, I hope you find and face the reason for your illness. I hope you give it a great big kick in the ass so that you can be comfortable in your skin. My relative never did and she is dead now. She died and her demons won.

[Ghost1991]

Originally Posted by PS I Hate You ↗

IMO, I think they are no different than women who eat to obesity to cover the pain in their hearts. Changing the body so that it is unrecognizable to themselves - whether it is to the point of skin and bones or mass.

I agree.

[michy]

ok, I was just gonna say that #5 looked like Victoria Beckham

[Msnr. Sonny Sinner]

michstang what is your avatar about? i see tits, a heart, and blood, but still dont get it

[its me, derr]

Originally Posted by AbraCadaver ↗

In "sane" moments we know we're crazy.. But looking like this is much more appealing to me than looking like what I do now.
And When I eat 500 kcals a day, ad don't purge, I feel like complete and utter shit. My whole day depends of wether or not I've lost weight. If I've lost weight, my day is great, if I've gained, or the weight hasn't changed, I*m super depressed, and don't leave the house, cause I feel fat.

I get on the scale, I get of the scale, I get on the scale, I get of the scale, several times a day, to see how much I gain after a meal, and how much I lose after purging. And all to look like this.

The question I get all the time is "why?"

The truth is.. I hate myself and I'll do anything to become someone else - even if it takes dying to get there, so be it. Atleast I'll get there.

ive been where you are hun and ive come out the other side. You will only change when u want to, people nagging doesnt help, just makes the guilt worse and strengthens the cycle. I think the women in the pictures look amazing, its a shame they, the models, are prepared to die for their art . i wish you health, happiness and an inner peace.

[Marcusbr]

Originally Posted by AbraCadaver ↗

In "sane" moments we know we're crazy.. But looking like this is much more appealing to me than looking like what I do now.
And When I eat 500 kcals a day, ad don't purge, I feel like complete and utter shit. My whole day depends of wether or not I've lost weight. If I've lost weight, my day is great, if I've gained, or the weight hasn't changed, I*m super depressed, and don't leave the house, cause I feel fat.

I get on the scale, I get of the scale, I get on the scale, I get of the scale, several times a day, to see how much I gain after a meal, and how much I lose after purging. And all to look like this.

The question I get all the time is "why?"

The truth is.. I hate myself and I'll do anything to become someone else - even if it takes dying to get there, so be it. Atleast I'll get there.

TRY CARDIO!!! much better than purgin'

[Alfred von Fleisch]

hell yeah, I'd bang that shit in a second.....I'd prolly break it though.

[Alfred von Fleisch]

I could prolly see my dick moving inside her