[Brazilusa]

skeleton fashion

[mandog]

im eatting a bomb burger right now!! haha stupid Anorexic bitches

[spinedoc]

how are they going to look like when their dead?

[Djurplagare]

Originally Posted by spinedoc ↗

how are they going to look like when their dead?

Makes me wonder... my grandma both lived and died with this disease and had a weight of 27 kg in the very end, maybe less I don't know for sure so I know why I was going trough the same thing when I had it, it was in my blood, my gens. Only memory I have of her looking down very thin and small arms and legs, like finger-thin, very scary looking, she was a very good hider too, so bulimia not that impossible but no she's dead but I know, I would too rather be dead than walk in that shoes.

[Djurplagare]

Originally Posted by kittaiii ↗

This is so sad... I wonder how is it possible to be a skeleton and still see fat on yourself?? I probably will never understand. I've been an insanely skinny person all my life and my goal in life always was to gain weight, skinny for me isn't beautiful and I simply don't understand how is it possible to find that attractive. Real women are supposed to have curves, damnit! .
I'm 5'5 feet and through most of my teenage years i was around 100 lbs Been called anorexic quite many times... Maybe thats why its not appealing to me at all... anyways ignorant people

I know what you feel like, I am one of "those" too, since I've been well from my eating disorder I have totally lost my boobs and of course, yea, I am very disappointed and have been taking it further to surgery which it's the only way.
And yes, I have some mental issues and regally doctor-talks and what more can he says...? He says that I am too skinny! Need to put on more weight... I says to him, - "I'm eating, healthy good food and have a HEALTHY weight of my own, not too much NOT too little", what's his problem???

That is so heartbreaking to hear, I am crying hearing this actually, it's so mean to say that, I have been working so hard for being this normal-weighter and then he says so like that and it all comes again, I can't take it, it's bullying! And he's a doctor?

[xcarknifex]

i'm a super skinny guy too, and i want badly to gain some weight. damn i don't understand these people...

[kittaiii]

Originally Posted by Djurplagare ↗

I know what you feel like, I am one of "those" too, since I've been well from my eating disorder I have totally lost my boobs and of course, yea, I am very disappointed and have been taking it further to surgery which it's the only way.
And yes, I have some mental issues and regally doctor-talks and what more can he says...? He says that I am too skinny! Need to put on more weight... I says to him, - "I'm eating, healthy good food and have a HEALTHY weight of my own, not too much NOT too little", what's his problem???

That is so heartbreaking to hear, I am crying hearing this actually, it's so mean to say that, I have been working so hard for being this normal-weighter and then he says so like that and it all comes again, I can't take it, it's bullying! And he's a doctor?

Well... In my lifetime i learnt that its best to ignore those people and even doctors. And I heard many shit from doctors on random health check-ups. They can go and phuck themselves .

Anyways I tried numerous ways of getting some weight, sadly i would always fail. All the "special" diets don't work for me. And even at one point I thought that I'm somekinda vampire or something out of this world, since it was completely impossible for me to gain weight.
The only thing that DID help me were light antidepressants called "Remeron". I put on ~13 lbs, though I still look skinny

[Djurplagare]

Originally Posted by kittaiii ↗

Well... In my lifetime i learnt that its best to ignore those people and even doctors. And I heard many shit from doctors on random health check-ups. They can go and phuck themselves .

Anyways I tried numerous ways of getting some weight, sadly i would always fail. All the "special" diets don't work for me. And even at one point I thought that I'm somekinda vampire or something out of this world, since it was completely impossible for me to gain weight.
The only thing that DID help me were light antidepressants called "Remeron". I put on ~13 lbs, though I still look skinny

Ye, feels me too hands full of antidepressants and did actually gained almost 10 kg from these using Zyprexa(but a antipsych), but made me FAT, I mean, no curves or bobbies, just FAT and very suicidal and of course they were saying, "I see you looking much better today...", which was of course a lie, you know I was trapped at the mental institute and overdosed with this shit and a told them I was suicidal causes of Zyprexa and didn't want it anymore and course they're made a lot fun of me a said it's the best for me and you're supposed to take it, it was hell being there and not be able doing something...

It was 1 year ago though but it's still haunting me if I am doing something "wrong" like not taking my pills or so hanging around and being caught by the police, no jokes, I can't even go outside anymore without having these stupid pigs on minds gonna take me cause they will, sorry for OT.

But some advices being healthy looking both inside and outside I haven't find yet... I have gone terrible wrong though I just drowns in myselfs and just eats candy, chocolate and such, whats that kinda eating disorder I don't remember for sure but I better watch it till I got it real serious. No, I don't want it and regrets every sec and just throws it in the garbages after overeat, feeling very dirty and takes a shower and brush my teeth for a more healthier feeling for my own, I know I do wrong every time, I says to myself, -"DON'T!"

And though I takes it to my doctor he says it doesn't look shit on your body, "you're still skinny, needs put on weight, little... Oki, it maybe doesn't looks TOO real, physical, but hey... it's still a serious problem needs to fix, eh? Am I gonna start a bad habit eating candies all day he thinks..? Because I am, NOW, I can't control it. I mean really... what to do? Says, "stop, no, don't!", then I'll do it anyways, whats my fucking problem... I have become addicted to sugar and chocolate I know that and doctor still says you still needs to gain weight though it's MY body, I'll do what I want, ok...

I am mentally unstable and that's how I needs to live my life though I absolutely hate it whats more to do..?

[Djurplagare]

Originally Posted by justlookingaO ↗

That's what's so weird about this disorder. The people who have it think they look perfectly normal. In fact, some of them look in the mirror and still see "fat" that needs to be lost. It's amazing what the mind can make our realities become.

Knows this is a very old comment heh... but just have to "right you", cuse me but... "The people who have it think they look perfectly normal." maybe some if you're wants some rights here but they aren't, I didn't, I just wanted to lose some pounds then more and MORE till I hardly couldn't stand of my own without passing out and went black in front of my eyes every time I step up, did TOO many sit-ups for flatter, harder and absolutely NO-fat-belly, I'm still very scared of the softness in skin which I don't like, I want muscles but scared exercising if it will start the same all over again.

I knew somehow it wasn't fat though it was just skin I was calling "fat" and my clothes were just falling off all over again and again so you're wrong that we're seeing a "healthy young girl good-looking", it's not complicated at all, an Ana-anorectic sees herself SOMEHOW like she's too skinny but brains says that it's not it, "you needs to lose some pounds, you'll look better, beauty lays in weight, ONLY!". That what's stopping you, and of course the calories Aka "DEVILs".

[xXx]

i am fat as hell. but i am turned on by these chicks