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#153
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02-13-2010, 10:11 PM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
I can't believe that two years ago I looked like the girl in that last photo. Anorexia is such a complex and horrifying illness. I still don't understand it myself. |
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#154
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02-14-2010, 02:57 AM
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 My Rank: FIRST SERGEANT Poster Rank:402 Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 2,991 Mentioned: 24 Post(s) Quoted: 1295 Post(s)
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
I was going to say that myself sitting there once, ye... about 3-4 years ago, I was 17 when I had it like worst, I was jumping off the school that year and was very depressed and made me take it totally out at myself and punish with not eating. I'm glad I have ONE picture left behinds these years, yea, I took some in my diseases for a attention "shot" and a "feel-good"-feeling in the end but things changes, you more you looks at yourself, you more you wants to lose weight, where are we going? |
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#156
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02-14-2010, 10:59 AM
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
That's right, NO boobs... I've learned from it and still do, therefore I will do surgery and hopping for permanent results and hopefully better self- esteem about myself than what I am today making me sick thinking about my boobs no matter how much I gaining in weight they're still just there not moving a shit. I don't need people says, "I like small titties", this is my decision like I decided gain weight and be healthy for MY own good. But I'll tell you the truth what this hell (Ana) has done to me, physically, I no longer even can't fill a A-cup anymore, I really don't have any anymore and feels so much down for every minute walking, waiting... Ye, I have some money for the surgery but sadly i got some mental issues too that makes it's harder for me to just do it and - that's it, I first have to get a permission from my doctor and you know him no you don't he's a bad man says I have to wait like 5 months first, very evil... I says, I can't do that, why can't I just do it..? And he says; "ye, but it's so much regressions in things like you...". It's taking so much pressure, I didn't want it, I didn't choose it, it's just a "bieffect" for not eating, oke? Diet doesn't have to mean no food because that's what's "open" the disease in hell-prison. I was going through some feel-downs and were depressed and what's the first going through your mind for a well-being you..? Some eat to release pain but that just overdoses the pain to worse, so what's the "fucked-up" here that's always thinks if you're were a little bit smaller you would be happier??? (I wasn't even fat before the "transformation", just a bit teenage-chubby like anyone else what's normal) You tell me..? |
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02-16-2010, 09:19 AM
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 My Rank: LANCE CORPORAL Poster Rank:2143 Innocent lil girlie Join Date: Jan 2010 Posts: 222 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)
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Re: More Anorexia Pics
This is so sad... I wonder how is it possible to be a skeleton and still see fat on yourself?? I probably will never understand. I've been an insanely skinny person all my life and my goal in life always was to gain weight, skinny for me isn't beautiful and I simply don't understand how is it possible to find that attractive. Real women are supposed to have curves, damnit!  .I'm 5'5 feet and through most of my teenage years i was around 100 lbs  Been called anorexic quite many times... Maybe thats why its not appealing to me at all... anyways  ignorant people
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