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11-02-2009, 09:13 PM
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 My Rank: PRIVATE Poster Rank:8847 Male, since you asked so politely for my gender. Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 18 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)
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Re: Lets Try These Shoes On...
I don't really have a good solid reason for being here, like most of you guys. I suppose death has always fascinated me. I always pondered and contemplated it when I was a kid. (I think mostly because I always made friends with old people, and they always died on me...) So. Fascination, i suppose.  to you guys who are overcoming. Keep it up :)
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11-02-2009, 09:14 PM
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Re: Lets Try These Shoes On...
I don't really have a good solid reason for being here, like most of you guys. I suppose death has always fascinated me. I always pondered and contemplated it when I was a kid. (I think mostly because I always made friends with old people, and they always died on me...) So. Fascination, i suppose. to you guys who are overcoming. Keep it up :)
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11-03-2009, 07:17 AM
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| So Fucking Banned Poster Rank:131 Join Date: Oct 2009 Posts: 12,385 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 0 Post(s)
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since i started coming to this site i am nervous and jumpy afraid to sleep at night i keep thinking someone is going to come in and kill me |
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11-03-2009, 08:57 AM
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 My Rank: LANCE CORPORAL Poster Rank:2628 Female Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 160 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 7 Post(s)
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Oh to be able to JACK SLAP someone verbally, I find this topic perticularly intresting because of it's honesty about what happens behind the pictures... I always wonder what's behind the picture and the paragraph... these stories answer that question.
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11-03-2009, 09:09 AM
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| My Rank: LANCE CORPORAL Poster Rank:2628 Female Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 160 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 7 Post(s)
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This is insensitive I know but what the fuck, why do they use white sheets? I think visually that's I might accidently scan over some dead body that's been well blended with asphalt but throw a white sheet on the bloody mess and I tune right in... Can't they afford like a black sheet or something?
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11-03-2009, 10:37 AM
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 Satan's Playground Poster Rank:164 Southern Bell Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 9,385 Mentioned: 31 Post(s) Quoted: 157 Post(s)
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Hey there I'm not one to open up to people so forgive me if I don't go into details. I've had a loaded gun put to my head and a knife to my throat by a boyfriend. I've had the shit beaten out of me by just about all my x-boyfriends. One of them tried to make me have a miscarriage. I was raped by two of my friends and raped again when I was 18 teen. Just got out of a marriage from hell. I can't count how many times I tried to end my own life. I still have those feelings. I'm with a guy that really tries to help me out on my bad days and yes there are alot of bad days. In my head I'm still waiting for him to go off and beat me or put his gun to my head. He knows my fears and he tries to make me understand that he isn't that kind of guy. But for me it is hard. Anyway that is my story sorry no gory details. |
