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07-15-2016, 03:41 PM
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Re: My Fathers Suicide.
I don't mind the people who doubt it. I mean, if it hadn't happened to my family I probably would have my doubts too. But in the same respect, I'm a 5'1 new mom and my husband works nights. So I hope you can at least understand why I'm leery of telling where it was and who. Definitely not whining about doubts!
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#113
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07-15-2016, 03:49 PM
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| My Rank: PRIVATE FIRST CLASS Poster Rank:4749 Mostly female. Join Date: Jun 2015 Posts: 59 Mentioned: 1 Post(s) Quoted: 28 Post(s)
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Re: My Fathers Suicide.
And thank you to the ones who have said such kind words. (: the first year I didn't really let myself feel anything besides anger and guilt. Lately I've been having more night terrors and I catch myself wanting to call him. He was not a good person, but he was still my dad and I got to occasionally see these little slivers of a real dad from him. Albeit rare.
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#114
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07-15-2016, 04:34 PM
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 ★ Legacy Member ★ Poster Rank:468 I am what I eat Join Date: Jul 2014 Posts: 2,299 Mentioned: 9 Post(s) Quoted: 1418 Post(s)
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Re: My Fathers Suicide.
You don't need to prove shit. They all need to stfu they speak as if they know their ass from a hole in the ground. What? Did they watch enough CSI or look at gore on here enough to know better? Seriously I see those posts and think oh fuck you and scroll on. You don't need to prove a thing.  Shout out to you know it all skeptics:  |
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#115
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07-15-2016, 04:48 PM
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| The Candyman With the Windowless Van Poster Rank:143 Join Date: Oct 2012 Posts: 11,455 Mentioned: 32 Post(s) Quoted: 6077 Post(s)
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Re: My Fathers Suicide.
Shout right back. Neither believers or skeptics know it all. They merely express their respective opinions and the reasons they hold them. Somebody (somebodies) here are shouting to try to drown out opposing viewpoints. It doesn't work.
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06-30-2017, 12:00 AM
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| My Rank: PRIVATE FIRST CLASS Poster Rank:4749 Mostly female. Join Date: Jun 2015 Posts: 59 Mentioned: 1 Post(s) Quoted: 28 Post(s)
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Re: My Fathers Suicide.
So hey, I don't know if anyone is still curious, and I thought I made this comment awhile back but i must've never sent it or something. But if anyone wants to see if they can find out any about my father's suicide, which i haven't seen any news reports about it or anything which has always bothered me (you'd think a small town like I lived in would be like vultures over the story, like they were for the triple homicide a couple miles from where I lived, you can find things about it easily, just by writing something like "triple murder at hustle mart in Farmville NC") feel free to do so. My father's name was Gerald Kenneth Hayden he was also known as Rat or Rattyrattzz (name he got in service that I grew up thinking was his actual name haha) and we lived and he died in the town of Farmville in North Carolina. Just, if you're able to find anything, please let me know. Even now I am constantly hoping for some closure or more information. I don't share his last name anymore and I don't live in that area anymore so i felt a tad bit safe giving said information!
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06-30-2017, 04:00 PM
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Re: My Fathers Suicide.
"Surprisingly there were no news reporters or any reports" Probably because you made the entire thing up. |
