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08-17-2018, 06:01 PM
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Re: 20 Year Old Blows His Brains Out with His Father's Shotgun
I kinda see myself when i look at his desk and see all the small similiarities between his and mine. Him learning reminds me of myself too, im also 20. Probably why the last photo really scares me. It feels very real. With these pictures he looks like a son youd be proud of. This is why these pictures also make me think about it from a loving parents perspective. Coming home to this, or rushing in when you heard a shot and then seeing this ... haunting. Only hard and painful to accept if possible, would probably shake everyone no matter the strength character, given theyd love their child. After all many people with suicidal tendencies (which seemingly arent so rare after all these days) give it as their number 1 reason they dont wanna kill themselves. Barely anyone would want to do this to their parents, if the parents have always shown love to them. Even if life is more of a terror and painful chore due to whatever reasons, thats probably the thing that keeps a number of ppl going. I guess this post just hits close to home, seeing the bowl on his desk makes me think of when my mother surprises me with some fresh ready-to-eat fruit and i remember she cares about my wellbeing. A bowl like this filled with srawberries for example sometimes just stands on my desk or she brings it into my room, cheers me up everytime. Then imagining her seeing a dead body like this. Really makes me feel. From time to time this page really gets to me. Small things can sometimes make a big difference. Thank you for the post Dahlia Neda. Made me think a lot. Id also be happy about more infos on the story, just in case you have any. Either way i am thankful and will keep this post in a special place. |
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08-18-2018, 04:22 AM
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Re: 20 Year Old Blows His Brains Out with His Father's Shotgun
I did find loads of photos of this boy + his mother together, they clearly loved each other very much. I couldn't find any more info though. Trying to go through Russian websites + using an online translator was a bit of a pain.
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08-18-2018, 05:09 AM
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| My Rank: PRIVATE FIRST CLASS Poster Rank:4503 Join Date: Feb 2010 Posts: 64 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 8 Post(s)
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Re: 20 Year Old Blows His Brains Out with His Father's Shotgun
Sad... good lookin' kid, had the world by the balls, but mental illness is doesn't care.
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