[Rose25]

oh my god this is the worst thing ever

[Geemonster]

Death was too easy for him.
I'd have removed his limbs eyes and tongue and made him deaf.
I would then force feed him to keep him alive with no stimuli...

[okidoll]

Ugh. I still can't get through reading it all. It's nauseating. What a fucked up, rotten brain. I isn't just the disgusting and detailed descriptions of what he wanted to do to kids. It's the matter or fact way he writes as if he's washing his socks or giving a recipe. He didn't recognize them as human beings.

[MarmaladeGypsy]

This is definitely the most disgusting, yet interesting, thing I’ve ever read. It really makes you realize how different these monsters think. Obviously, I always knew they think differently, but never realized it was so matter of fact and absolutely no conscious whatsoever even referring to the victim as “it”. God, it’s so horrifying that there are beings out there like this guy was. It makes me want to put my children on leashes and never even let them play in their own backyard without a constant eye on them. I am shocked. Disgusted. Frightened. Just wow.

[TrueCrimeJunkie77]

I have a pdf copy of the book "When the monster comes out of the closet" that includes his full journal, and photos if anyone is interested. Im not sure about the rules on posting books.

[Dragon87]

I'd be interested in the PDF book.

[dropkic]

Originally Posted by ralucagymnast ↗

*"an it" not "and it".

Whot iz thiz? Engelsh Campasitan 203? STFU!

[dropkic]

I read about halfway and I began feeling sick to my stomach. Then he wrote that he was getting a hard on just writing about these vile and disgusting accounts, that was it, I couldn’t read anymore. I’m getting to old for this shit! Why can't people believe that sociopaths are simply born that way. We can accept that people are born retarded, or born with other mental deficiencies, but an evil psycho is weaned, nurtured and defined as a product of their own environment. What a crock a shit! This evil piece of shit and all those like him need to be culled and exterminated in the worse way. I read "The Shoemaker: The Anatomy of a Psychotic", a long time ago when I had the stomach for it, and it’s all the same bullshit. The same disgusting descriptions, fantasies, and excuses. You can't believe anything these demented monsters have to say because they exist in their own distorted little world. Their reality is fueled by manipulation and lust. In this diary he finds himself, then decides to document every psychotic trigger, event, or eureka moment, where he discovers he's not normal, feels no compassion, remorse, empathy, or emotional trauma. This guy and other like him were just simply born without a conscience and need to be put to sleep. Hands down, the best argument for the death penalty.

[sil3nce]

Excellent read and the first time I came across it was a Google True Crime group. Very long and chock full of thick veiny details that give one pause when considering their surroundings in public and who lurks among us. The book "When the Monster Comes Out of the Closet" PDF sounds interesting if link can be provided. Good in depth post.

[sil3nce]

Molo why would you project that? It's from a movie.