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09-28-2015, 01:23 PM
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| ★ Legacy Member ★ Poster Rank:6971 Male Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 29 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 4 Post(s)
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Re: Recent String of Suicides
I find it quite hard to read these stories of people which are at a point in life where they really weigh the choice to end their lives up to going on with it. I've been in a huge pile of crap my entire life, from the first day i remember up to this day my life has been a fucking hell most of the part, but through all the terror, anger, hate and depression, i find little pieces of joy that make it all worth the while. I don't know how and why, i've had suicidal thoughts when i was young, and though i've done several attempts to end my life, i never had the guts to finally end it, though for my own feeling i head enough reasons to. I've done a lot of shitty things because of not giving a fuck, and those choices have made my life more miserable than it was before, but still sometimes small things sparkle up which remind me that life can be beautiful too, although i seem to lose hope quite short after i feel a positive vibe. I'm not hunting for any sympathy here, all i want is for those who are not willing to continue this life, (and i can think of enough reasons to end it aswell as to go on with it), to reconsider their choices and give their lives a change to sparkle up a little. There really are beautiful things in life, it's just so fucking hard to open your heart when your eyes are filled with darkness... try to reset your minds and give each day a chance to prove itself, a little positive vibe from within can make a huge difference every day. I wish everyone that feels the same as most people in this thread a lot of love and happyness in their lives. Edit: Damn, i really have to learn to read the last post date before replying |