[kellyhound]

West-Java, A woman, V.S.N (34), was found dead by hanging herself from the bathroom door of a boarding room yesterday evening.

The victim was found at around 11:00 PM by her boyfriend, M.F (21), who lived in the same boarding house as the victim. M.F had just came home from work when he found the bedroom door unlocked and saw the victim hanging.

The witness immediately alerted the other boarding house residents who contacted the Police.

According to witnesses, he and the victim had been involved in an argument in the early hours of the morning. M.F admitted to breaking up because he couldn't stand the victim's frequent suicide threats anymore. That morning, before work, M.F. told that she was still alive.

The police chief added that another witness with the initials M.R (23) admitted to hearing screams for help before finally heading to the scene of the incident.

Upon receiving the report Police immediately arrived at the scene of the crime to conduct an initial investigation.

Police found two letters believed to have been left by the victim and related to the incident. The body was then taken to the Regional Hospital for further examination.

Initial results point to suicide. However, we are continuing a thorough investigation to determine the cause of death, a Police spokesman said.

[Dream_Trawler]

I dont doubt that mental illness was a part of this but i wonder if you can ever be sound-of-mind and commit suicide. I think the vast majority of people think if you decide on suicide something isn't right with your mind. Either way, if people heard screams then she probably regretted it midway.

[Mr.NoCredit]

Depression is a killer of many. Some hangings seem really sad to me.

Others, like when they find the fully bloated or so old they dried up, don’t. Sometimes those get a laugh out of me by the way they look.

[mparryuk52]

The hurt was just too much for her. I understand the mentality. Life can be so fucking cruel at times.

[DavidAaronGarcia]

Originally Posted by Dream_Trawler ↗

I dont doubt that mental illness was a part of this but i wonder if you can ever be sound-of-mind and commit suicide. I think the vast majority of people think if you decide on suicide something isn't right with your mind. Either way, if people heard screams then she probably regretted it midway.

Yeah I agree it looks like she may have likely did regret it it looks like her foot was on the step thing that you climb up as if she was trying to get off before she faded out once you suffocat the brain you likely have a stroke. It's pretty much game over Rest In Peace poor lady , I feel bad for her boyfriend too. In the USA it's 988 if need help free too.

[HIGHTECHDUDE]

Originally Posted by Dream_Trawler ↗

I dont doubt that mental illness was a part of this but i wonder if you can ever be sound-of-mind and commit suicide. I think the vast majority of people think if you decide on suicide something isn't right with your mind. Either way, if people heard screams then she probably regretted it midway.

Sanity is only a small component in planned suicide. One's own perception of fate and destiny are probably the most driving components to suicide. If you only foresee misery in your immediate future then even the sanest of people will opt for suicide. September 11th was a good example of that.

Here's the full AI translation of the handwritten Indonesian letters...

— Left page —

To my beloved Mohammad Fachri, my source of inspiration and happiness
My dear, you and your family are the most precious treasure in my life.
Every time I look at you, my heart feels so full and peaceful.
Until now, I still can’t believe that I have you in my life.
You are the man I’ve been looking for all this time.
Without you, my life feels empty and meaningless.
You are the light that illuminates my every step.
I never thought I would find someone as good and as understanding as you.
You know how to make me calm and hopeful.
Hopefully we will always be together and build a beautiful future.
No matter what happens, I will always love and be loyal to you.
I want to grow old with you.
I want to find happiness in this world
You give me so much meaning, enough to make my life feel so complete.
I’m grateful to have met you.
I love you so much, my dear Fachri.
May Allah always bless our relationship.
Aamiin.

— Right page —

I promise to always be faithful
Good morning, my dear Sun, even though you’re far away now
In the world, in my heart, I still
Must take care of all your things and myself
I hope you’re okay there, my dear, take care of your health
Promise you’ll come back safe and sound to me
TRIP, take care of yourself there
I love you so much, my dear, I miss you
See you when you get back and at the graduation event
TRIP, take care there

For now, I send my prayers
Your smile and voice still echo in my heart
There’s nothing in this world that can replace
How much I love you, my dear
Everything feels empty without you
I really hope you’re okay
Your presence means so much to me
I’m waiting for the day we meet again
I love you so much, my dear, there’s no one
In this world who can replace you
You are the best gift Allah has given me
I’m grateful to have you in my life

This is a very heartfelt love letter full of longing, gratitude, and promises while the beloved (Fachri) is away on a trip.

[zhazoo]

Originally Posted by Dream_Trawler ↗

..but i wonder if you can ever be sound-of-mind and commit suicide. I think the vast majority of people think if you decide on suicide something isn't right with your mind.

I think people who choose to take pills prescribed from a doctor, when they're ready, are of very sound mind.

Someone who hangs themselves from a door isn't.

[grateful]

Sad really. The left letter is curse for her boyfriend.

Left letter:
Untuk Mochammad Fadhil Gymnastiar
Manusia manipulatif dan terkejam didunia
Hai untuk kamu dan keluargamu
M Fadhil Gymnastiar yang begitu bebal menolak? u?
Semoga Tuhan membalas kamu dan keluargamu
Untuk setiap luka untuk setiap tetes air mata
Yang kamu kasih
Untuk pengkhianatan yang begitu sangat melukai aku
Sampai aku tidak sanggup menanggungnya
Aku akhiri hidupku seperti yang aku katakan
Kamu yang tau perbuatan kamu seperti apa
Yang membuat aku seperti ini
Bertanggung jawablah kamu dan keluarga
Munafik mu 2 tahun kamu hanya butuh untuk sex
Ku doakan atas segala sakit yang aku rasakan
Semoga pembalasan akan terasa begitu perih
hingga ke tulangmu
Mari bertemu secepatnya di neraka
Aku yang mencintai semua keluargamu
Kau buang begitu saja kayak sampah
Yang hanya dibutuhkan saat mempunyai uang!
Saat aku kesulitan begitu mudah hilang?

English:
To Mochammad Fadhil Gymnastiar
The most manipulative and cruel man in the world
Hello to you and your family M Fadhil Gymnastiar, who was so stupid as to reject you
May God reward you and your family
For every wound, for every tear You gave me
For the betrayal that hurt me so deeply Until I couldn't bear it
I'm ending my life as I said I would
You know what you did That made me like this
Take responsibility for you and your family Your hypocrisy for 2 years, you only needed sex
I pray for all the pain I feel
May the retribution be so painful
to your bones
Let's meet soon in hell
I, who loved all your family
You just threw them away like trash
You only needed them when you had money!
When I was in trouble, did you disappear so easily?

Right letter is apology for her family .

[ultraviolentwrath]

Originally Posted by Dream_Trawler ↗

I dont doubt that mental illness was a part of this but i wonder if you can ever be sound-of-mind and commit suicide. I think the vast majority of people think if you decide on suicide something isn't right with your mind. Either way, if people heard screams then she probably regretted it midway.

I figured it was the boyfriend screaming when he found her

[azblue81]

That is an unfortunate pattern for the tile next to a toilet. I guess it obscures the actual shit smears on the wall.