[Pink_spyder]

Originally Posted by FuManBoobs ↗

Life ends whether you like it or not. And nobody gets that much time. Even if you live to 120, you're days are numbered. Why rush it? For sure, more needs to be done to help people, but unless you have large amounts of physical pain I don't see a good reason to stop existing.

I agree with most of what you said, my friend, but there is something you don't understand-physical pain doesn't even begin to hold a candle to mental anguish.
I suffer from both.
I have c.o.p.d., emphysema, and a muscular form of rheumatoid arthritis that causes the major muscle groups in my body to have charlie horse-like cramps on a constant basis.
But believe it or not, the physical pain isn't what gets to me.
That pain I can deal with.
What I can't deal with is the psychological pain of lonliness.
I am bedridden most of the time
with only my son to take care of me, (and trust me, I see how it effects him), but my so-called "insurance" will not cover any kind of help based on the fact that I am still able to dress and feed myself (yes, that is the main criteria for deciding if you qualify for any kind of in home help, believe it or not).
But again, I can deal with that.
What I can't deal with are the endless days and nights laying alone staring at the walls with no one to talk to, laugh with or anything.
It has been over 10 years since I've had a hand to hold or even felt a hug from anyone other than my son.
And because of being bedridden, I don't know even 1 person in my area. No one to call and chat with just to say "hi", no one to laugh with, share funny shit with...anything.
The physical pain ain't shit-I can deal with it...the mental pain is overwhelming and, undoubtedly, will be the true cause of my death.
And all "mental health" wants to do is to keep shoving antidepressants down my throat.
We know absolutely nothing about this boy, his relationship with his mother, or what he was going through-NOTHING.
All we see is an hour long clip of his face. How can you base anything on that?
When you reach the point of eating a shotgun sandwich, you really don't care WHO finds your body or what shape the room will be in. All you think about is trying to make the psychological & emotional pain stop.
For some of us, life is way too long...
Please, my friends, try to be a little more understanding of those of us for whom it isn't a life, but instead a life sentence.

[Jeston]

Everyone dies, no need to expedite it just because you cant find a girl.

[Jeston]

This is not a blog website.

[RalphMouth]

..no get’n back into that body!

[Stef81]

So my question is (sorry if it's ignorant - idk the whole story) if this all went on for around an hour why weren't the cops or emergency services called? Who were these retards that you hear crying and giving commentary ?

[Pink_spyder]

Originally Posted by Jeston ↗

Everyone dies, no need to expedite it just because you cant find a girl.

I am a girl, sweetie.

[Pink_spyder]

Originally Posted by Jeston ↗

This is not a blog website.

...And if I want any lip offa you, sonny, I'll scrape it off my zipper!

[M.F.D.B.]

Originally Posted by Pink_spyder ↗

I am a girl, sweetie.

I'm truly sorry about your current condition. Have you tried social media? I know there are lots of support groups out there as well. What city to you live in?

[spiderboy]

Suicide by entertainment, they don't do much decide to end their life in a fit of despair but almost out of long deliberations of how to finish the show.
Sometimes there's a right time to make a cup of tea.

[skinnypig74]

This video needs to be edited so the address can't be heard. The last thing this family needs is to be doxed right now.