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10-18-2020, 03:27 AM
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Re: Lawyer Shot Himself Next to the Grave of His Friend Who Died of Covid-19
I don't see anything related to covid19 in this post.
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10-18-2020, 06:51 AM
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Re: Lawyer Shot Himself Next to the Grave of His Friend Who Died of Covid-19
So I threw as many words from the note that I could read into google translate to see what would come out, and most of it was nonsense because my spanish sucks, but a couple sentences were interesting, if not a little cliche and melodramtic... He starts off by thanking the people close to him that worried about him. "I never thought to write this [not sure, maybe suicide note?] but I did not support the burden that life has come over me" "do not blame anyone for this decision, its something my own and that I will carry with me forever." "thanks to those who loved me" "do not pray for me because I'll be fine alone." |
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10-18-2020, 08:30 AM
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Re: Lawyer Shot Himself Next to the Grave of His Friend Who Died of Covid-19
This was equivalent as tilting the closet over the open grave so the body fell right out of the former into the latter! |
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10-23-2020, 09:17 AM
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Re: Lawyer Shot Himself Next to the Grave of His Friend Who Died of Covid-19
Goodbye to everyone. I want to thank all those people who have tolerated my presence in their lives, even if they did not want it. Forever thanks to my children who always took care of me and worried for me. I never thought I would write this letter, but I can no longer bear the heavy burden that life has placed on me. This illness is not a jewel that one puts on at hard times to show off, but a soul feeling that has returned after many years. I do not blame anyone for this decision, it is mine alone and for which I will bear the consequences forever. I ask forgiveness of Almighty God, Owner and Lord of All, but I have come to accept that I will never be cured and no longer can bear my affliction nor longer hide from myself that I am [misspelled] literally the same as the story of Job [in the Bible], when he cursed the day he was born, for the similarity in our circumstances. Thanks to all who loved me, to those who forgot me, and to those who bet against me all my life. Truly, I ask for forgiveness for those who loved me; they do not deserve such pain from me. I especially ask for forgiveness from my little kids, Zoulee, Emanuel, Rubio, Esther, and Leah Patricia. Don’t weep for me, as I will be okay, just pray to God. The day of my funeral, I want the song “Nothing But the Blood of Jesus” and the one from José José “Seré.” Infinite thanks. Go to the tomb of Tertulio, where [uncertain] as we were brothers in life, even if we will be separated in death. [i.e., Terulio’s going to heaven and he’s going to hell for committing suicide.) Do not weep for me and do not allow my children to see my corpse. They do not deserve this. By God, I am unworthy. *** Couple comments. 1. There's no indication this was a gay guy hiding and losing it when his boyfriend died. This was a best friend, someone like a brother. 2. He obviously suffered depression for life, and the Covid lockdown, as with so many people, caused his depression to spiral out of control. The final straw was the death of his best friend. 3. From the bitter tone, it would seem he had depression but also some kind of paranoia/schitzophrenia condition, which made him think everyone was judging him. |