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#2432
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01-03-2013, 03:40 AM
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Re: Some EMO Girl Needs Serious Help
Very sad, she is by far the ultimate cutter. She is 23 (was when she did this in 2008 I think) and from Regensburg, Germany and her name is Joan. She claims to have Borderline Personality Disorder. At the hospital she never tells them that she is suicidal, so they cannot legally admit her for psych treatment without her consent. They just sew her up, give her antibiotics and some painkillers and send her on her way. She wants help and from what I have heard she has since gotten some help and is doing better. Here is some things she has written on her blog. “I sit down and cut. And cut and cut. I lose sight of time, but that doesn't matter, because I only do "it" at night. And nights are long... But it seems my judgment tends to slip during the "action". I can see that I am cutting on muscles, bones, nerves, tendons, that the muscles and blood vessels are tearing, but that's exactly the point: my concentration is focused on the details. At times, perhaps that may have saved me from much worse, but it is really strange, to stand up when you're done and see (sometimes shockingly) a wound or a "massacre". Was that really me...? Clearly. I know it was." |