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07-22-2012, 11:47 PM
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Re: Sex Change?
She goes by the name damagedolly on the net: I have crohn's disease and after i was diagnosed i started experiencing problems with chronic inflammation. as i got older i got caught up in things that caused me to not take very good care of myself so that was a mark against my health. in 2006 i got a colostomy so that they could attempt to "reroute" the problem and remove my labia/clitoris in 2007. the "vulvectomy" was done in two procedures in 2007. in feb of 2011 i got my nipples pierced and again had fallen off the wagon and wasn't taken very good care of myself. by the time i got my shit together it was too late. i got an abscess surgery for both breasts in august of 2011, and the wounds never healed. i dealt with my tits morphing into something else and eventually i begged the doctor to cut them off. i got them removed may 4th of this year. - http://www.efukt.net/showthread.php?t=2875&page=901 ..... when i was 12 or 13 i developed some sort of cyst on my bottom. it was before i ever had sex. i went to the doctor, she told me it was just an ingrown hair. i felt like i really did know better and it was something more than that. she brushed me off like it was whatever and i went home. some days or a week or something like that later, it got to a point where i couldn't even sit or anything. i freaked out and cried, ran to my bathroom, and proceeded to start fixing this thing myself. i ended up draining it and it was god awful. it was the most graphic gore type thing i'd ever seen in my life. so, some times goes by, and i'm 14 years old and really obsessed with trying to be like angelina jolie skinny. my first true love of a bf and i broke up because i was really depressed and was scared to drag him down with me and i went through a lot of emotional trauma over the whole thing - having that added on top of what i already went through with my mother at home. the stress from that and then taking an antidepressant that causes diarrhea caused me to start losing weight. on top of that i was smoking cigarettes to curb my appetite and eventually my health struggle officially began. lost my virginity at 15, went through a somewhat typical dysfunctional family teen life, except for one thing - my vagina had started like, eroding away? between the labia. i think it officially started with a nick from shaving. it was a tiny one, right in the crease of the inner and outer labia. and for years after that, they just kept getting worse and worse. doctors didn't know what to do and just ignored it more or less. by the time i was 18 i'd developed a pretty heavy meth addiction (i started using with my mother) and was in a really abusive relationship. he'd basically fuck my gaping wound of a pussy while i lay there and cry then get mad at me if he thought i was crying, lol. the whole thing was just ridiculous. that was in 2004 and so on. by 2006/07 my vagina had swelled to about idk, right under 10x the size. it was like deformed testicles or something. i would develop staph infection all the time and i had 4 different symptoms of crohn's going on at once, all in severity. finally i got all that taken care of by 2007 and with the help of some home type remedy using oils on my area down there, i was able to have enough sex with that abusive fuck to conceive a child. i had about 6 surgeries done while pregnant, including the delivery. i had been sober of meth since end of may 2008. i found out i was pregnant june 1st. i had also managed to conceive a child because i had cut down on my meth use since i was so sick of being sick all the time. i had started getting healthy enough to conceive, i suppose. we didn't think it was possible for me to carry a child really. at least, not to the finish. for a while i was doing pretty good, but my vaginal pain had started increasing real bad. i was sober, but very stressed out over my relationship with the abuser. i knew i needed to break free with my son and i just didn't know how. i started developing this plan and ideas to just do it and leave him. when i finally managed to do it, i guess i was still just a weakling, and i ended up checking myself into a psych ward because i couldn't handle the thoughts of god telling me to kill myself to save my son. i didn't think he was supposed to know me. when i did that the dad took him and didn't give him back, and we battled back and forth with that shit all the time - trying to avoid court because we're broke as fuck and didn't want to put our kid through that or ourselves. i was still dealing with the increasing vaginal pain and was taking lortabs for it. eventually they just, stopped working and i ended up on heroin. that was october 2010. i had a 6 month heroin binge - i'd never done it before that. while on heroin i was in college and made the best grades i'd ever made there. for spring break of 2011 i went to detox and came out with one rx of suboxone, finished it, and never picked up heroin again. during that heroin binge though, i got my nipples pierced in feb of 2011. my body's rejection and the infection got so bad that i had a surgery for them in august of 2011 - for abscesses. both tits swelled up a whole cup size or more and i ended up draining one on my own because it was so bad. eventually i went to the ER for it. they thought i had implants because they were so big and hard. the wounds from that surgery never healed, and that leads us to now. - http://www.efukt.net/showthread.php?t=2875&page=903 ... youtube profile with more info: http://www.youtube.com/user/damagedolly |
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07-23-2012, 04:08 AM
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Re: Sex Change?
whoa.. thanks for the info.. for some reason, my antivirus prevents me from viewing efukt forums.. i'll add this info to the front page so more people can see it, if you dont mind..
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