[ijijij]

Originally Posted by Spiritual ↗

I tried to kill myself last year, I overdosed on codiene, drank some captain morgans and slit my wrist in a hotel room. Was found by staff in near death state and woke up next day in hospital bed.

Hi Spiritual, if you don't mind me asking, how did the hotel staff find you? Did you miss your check-out time and they entered your room? Or were you causing a disturbance? Just curious.

[wujuan]

*hugs*

[Lythal]

Damn! Hope you're feeling better! Appreciate the gore too, but sucks that it's you in the vid :(

[Karma]

Wow. And has the whole near death experience changed your life? Genuinely curious.

[Philnp]

Originally Posted by Spiritual ↗

I tried to kill myself last year, I overdosed on codiene, drank some captain morgans and slit my wrist in a hotel room. Was found by staff in near death state and woke up next day in hospital bed.

I too tried suicide infanct that’s the reason I came across this sight. I was Ill and researching ways and seeing actual cases. Now I’m just fascinated by the sight...

Anyway I overdosed on zopliclone and woke up in a haze and drove my car stupidly crashing it. I was adamant life didn’t matter and the darkness I felt every day was too much to breathe for. Prior to that I tried ligature but woke up with the tie loosened. It’s hard.... I was eventually sectioned.
After help and deliberation I still get thoughts but I have learnt to cope.
For every shitty insulted comment you may hear about suicide just know these idiots are probably sadistic, victims to abuse or just vile excuses for a life.
I hope you are better, and I hope this comment isn’t too late.
I love you for been open, I love you for been human. It’s ok to be human x

[flyflicker123]

its all about "hey Look at me I need attention....Well, that's what I heard.

[Wren]

Originally Posted by flyflicker123 ↗

its all about "hey Look at me I need attention....Well, that's what I heard.

Isn't that part obvious? It's still a problem, doesn't make someone any less worth listening to.

Or all we all so insecure we can't deal with others receiving attention?

[exorio]

I've think about suicide multiple times. But you know what? There're people in much worse condition than mine. Like the dudes that got involved in south american drug war and having their belly skinned alive. Now that's fucked up

Glad I don't do drugs anymore. Only light stuffs when I was a teenager (marijuana and ecstacy). No cocain, heroin or any of those hardcore stuffs.

Truth is I was in a depressed state again not long ago. But I kept myself busy and occupied, then I found some new "life" afterall probably this is the key. Go find a new hobby, meet new people, get busy, do whatever you like or dreamed of doing but never had the chance.

Cool vid btw

That's gonna leave a scar. And chicks dig scars

[K53]

Life is important, keep trucking.

[jumpingjames69]

well said

Originally Posted by Phanci ↗

Ure? If your going to be a complete dick at least use correct spelling. You sound like the kind of person that taunts the people crying for help.

Who are you to say they aren’t spiritual or spiritual now? I hope people treat you the same way you treat them. Loser...




Spiritual, Many of us have been there so your not alone. I hope you find what makes you happy and what you need to enjoy life.