[On3S1CFuK.]

Looks Like I Didnt Miss Out On Much

[Andy J]

Theres some proper weirdos on here. I was hoping the fellow users were trainee firefighters, police etc trying to strengthen their stomachs for the job not a bunch of warped fools who think it's cool to cripple themselves and others lol. Dumb lemming springs to mind when i see this numbnut

[Andy J]

Originally Posted by Apocalypse ↗

What a bellend lol! Doesn't really matter he didn't have much of a dick to start with.

[denemarsden]

Originally Posted by KayteeBlack ↗

HAHAHAHA. Oh, Christ. These comments gave me a good laugh.
I was incredibly curious to see how people would react to my video, and I have to say, you guys didn't fail in the entertainment department.

First of all, my video is not fake.

I was expecting about fifty comments pertaining to me being an attention whore, about fifty more bashing "emo" children, and a handful of people who get off to this kind of shit.

So much variety.

The truth is, it never was for attention, no matter how many times people are going to beat that dead horse. Just because the majority of people do it for attention doesn't mean they all do. It was an erotic fixation of mine, and while, yes, some people may think that I need serious help, it never became too big of a problem. I don't self-mutilate anymore, I don't and never have struggled with depression and my parents love me too much to lock me away in an insane asylum. =P All of the help that I would have "needed" if I had been cutting to relieve "pain" would have come directly from my fantastic, loving family. But I got over it on my own. While my boyfriend and I still enjoy our amazing- and sometimes slightly fucked up- sex, it doesn't involve slicing each other open anymore. Oh, and I also quit drinking altogether about two weeks after filming this. I'm still quite the pothead, but I do not drink. Ugh.

The insults are just darling. Whatever helps you sleep at night, kiddos.

I will not be making a follow-up video, my apologies to those who asked. I filmed it all myself. The parts where I'm washing the blood off only appear to be filmed by somebody else because I was holding the camera against my chest with my chin.

A would recommend that some of you try to open your minds a bit more, accept the fucked up. Everyone's got a crazy urge buried inside of them. Some people will discover it in their lives, some will die thinking they were never flawed with the burden of liking unusual shit. :D

Oh, and to the genius who said this:


Is that so? Because I filmed it in August... Not two years ago. Here, I took a few pictures for you. You can decide if you still think it's fake.

everyone has intrusive thoughts like jumping off a building or smashing the car into a wall at full speed to see what happens or even slicing their skin to the extent that theyre scared for life and later on in life having to tell their offspring what happened(if they live that long) but those of us who are sane keep them as intrusive thoughts and dont act on them,to say theres nothing wrong with you shows you are mentally disturbed and should seek help,maybe have an intrusive thought about a power drill and fucking labotomise yourself???

[denemarsden]

Originally Posted by pinkyziolk ↗

self mutilation isnt about dying. i do it because idk how exactly to explain it... its sort of like i have alot of emotional pain, and i cant deal with it and im not in control of it. so when i cut its like turning the emotional pain into physical pain which i can deal with and im in control of. does that make sense...?

turn to a fucking punch bag and vent your anger and pain on that rather than slit your fucking wrists ffs

[denemarsden]

Originally Posted by Atarifreak ↗

Cutting feels good. But we (Cutters) are made to feel shameful for it. It doesn't necessarily mean we are suicidal. Nor seeking attention. Sometimes it simply feels good to bleed. Thank you for letting us all in on this part of you.

if you want to bleed run into a gay bar and call them ****,youll be bleeding from every oriffice,see how fucking good you feel then you sad cunt

[zach519]

Haha, she hasnt been on in 2 months. Probally took everyones advice about slitting her throat.

[Temptation]

You need help love, I come on this website to remind me of things to avoid such as "the brand Adidas, roads, Bikes, Cars, Drug dealers, Cartels, Mexicans...

Go see a doctor

[justreallybored]

Originally Posted by eek ↗

you should stop this sort of thing , its not good , out of darkness comes an awareness of light , i can think back in my life to very dark and depressed times , and i see them now as forming me , and im happy now , and wiser

[Starlight77]

Originally Posted by Temptation ↗

the brand Adidas

lol so true.