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10-28-2020, 06:36 AM
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Re: Addiction Demon
That is totally fine. For me it was methadone. I don’t even care what people think about me doing it to stay clean. For me it’s about self-preservation. When I’m not on any medication assisted treatment, all I do is obsess about heroin all day. I do not trust myself so I will continue to use it as long as possible so that my parents don’t come in one day and find me dead of an overdose. If you need methadone, Suboxone or buprenorphine, more power to you because it beats the alternative! Much love to you ❤️❤️❤️
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10-28-2020, 06:38 AM
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Thank you so much for your kind words! It’s just a photo of me doodling in blood while I was shooting up for the last time, I was thinking about what a demon that opiate addiction is and I drew a skull in my own blood. Crazy I know. Glad that part of my life is way way over! |
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10-30-2020, 02:05 PM
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Many people have an overabundance of baseless empathy. My hatred is based on experience, watching the people you love become twisted and desperate until they're willing to do anything for it. Including destroy everything and anybody they ever loved without remorse or regret. My sister died bald, without teeth and with rotting flesh on her legs at 32. She would have killed her children for a fix. She got the ending she deserved. 3 of her 4 children who never knew thier fathers survived to be abused and raped by junkies. Ever see a murdered toddler in a casket with your own eyes? Empathy in this matter is strictly for the weak who lack life experience and honestly probably couldn't handle living it themselves.
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03-03-2022, 03:04 PM
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My husband is a recovering alcoholic with 23 years of sobriety. One day at a time is the truth. All you need to do is get through today. I'm so happy for you! |
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03-06-2022, 01:51 PM
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I'm a recovering crack an heroin addict from England I never injected but smoked it got involved cos of an ex partner who was abusive but it was my fault for taking it in the first place. I lost everything important to me my kids an my home. I am now 2 years clean from crack, heroin an the heroin substitute buprenorphine I did it all myself no rehab, "rattling" was horrible but I did it an I'm so fucking proud! I now see my kids every weekend as my Mum has them or I see them when ever I can e.g. school holidays too. An I agree if anyone needs someone to chat to I'm here for ya |