I can take a handful of pills, drift of never waken, or hang myself, do it right your out the game pretty quick... Fuck it I will plug in the band saw, and go that way... Proof if ever it ws needed, at the moment the decision is taken to off them self... They are in a totally different place mentally than we are..
I wouldn't want to leave a mess for my husband to clean up so like you I would take all of my painkillers and just lie down and go to sleep... The good part is that I am NOT suicidal...lol
That takes dedication - to hold and continue to push your head into a saw.
No kidding! You couldn't just dive into it headfirst to get a wound like that, not with a bandsaw. Amazing he could get that far into his brain before it gave out.