Why would anyone want to go out this way? Too painful and it may not work, so the rest of your miserable life will be so fucked up! Being executed, death by lethal injection is the delux way to go.
I accidently set my hand on fire when I was young and stupid trying to fill my parent's cigarette lighter. OMG, the pain inbelievable! Something positive came out of it however......I was never a smoker!!!