I did meth for five years. I've been clean for six. You know all those diet fads and energy drinks they sell? Everyone is looking for an extra boost. It's like opening pandora's box. Nothing can compare to the ultimate satisfaction of meth. Nothing.
stay clean shila, when you think of the buzz and the high, think of the low and misery you were in, and the hard road you walked to recovery, and well done. take care

lad