|
#11
●
07-21-2014, 03:01 AM
|
|
Re: Car Bomb Campaign in Baghdad Kills 27+ So Far
I appreciate and agree with your sentiment. I have run into a financial setback lately that has, at times been a source of anxiety to the point where it becomes overly self-consuming and I end up wasting away moments spent with loved ones. Your comments here remind me that there are many many people who would gladly trade places with me and honestly, my little fiasco will pass eventually. But for me, making a comparison between my situation and someone else who lives in a destabilized sociopolitical environment where sectarian violence and lawlessness threatens his/her life on a daily basis would be silly at best and downright arrogant snubbery at worst. 6 years ago I went to Thailand to visit my sister who was on assignment over there and I will never forget that day me and my sister were sitting in an air conditioned taxi next to several dozen people living in makeshift shacks and tents under a highway overpass. One gentleman looked right at me and I looked right back at him for quite a moment. I didn't feel lucky but I did feel embarrassed. I felt like that man had far more dignity than me and I wasn't proud of myself for the things I assumed he associated with tourists like myself. It was one of those moments where I felt like an asshole for complaining about whatever petty bullshit I was going through at the time. Your comments definitely conjure up that feeling once again. My whole point is that we get caught up in our own shit and tend to dissociate ourselves with what else is going on around us. I will say these things now knowing full and well that I will be back in my tunnel vision again soon. But I guess everyone does this. What I think what's more important are these kind of reminders, not strict adherence to principles we cannot possibly perfect. Nevertheless, I suppose your classmate can appreciate these things he has now in ways we cannot, not only because he knows what the alternatives are, but has instead lived and experienced them for himself. |