[Airbornemama]

Originally Posted by Bletch ↗

Very sad. I would prefer being dead though, after losing both children in an accident.

I thought the very same thing, and then i lost 2 of my sons, one was a baby and the other was7. Before their passing i believed that would be it for me, id have nothing more in me...but i did. My 6 year old babygirl was the strength i found to keep me here and going on as her Mother. I quit drinking so she didnt grow up thinking that that was the way to cope. And right now shes a Sgt. in the ARMY and is in Kuwait on deployment. She is also a full time college student and when she finishes getting her Masters next year she has decided to become an occupational therapist so she could help children like she was taken care of when her brother was in Children's Hospital for meningitis. He ended up passing away from the illness but the staff, Dr.s and Nurses all took such wonderful care of BOTH my children and whole family while we were there. God Bless them. <3