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01-21-2010, 01:05 AM
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Re: Alison The Cutter
You know, I used to cut when I was a teen. I have some really ugly scars on my thighs. I can't say I ever did it for the reasons real, true cutters do it. I started because the guy I was fucking was into blood play. And yeah, it was hot. It was really one of the most erotic sexual things. And I think it really shaped some of my fetishes. BUT I regret "mutilating" myself in that way. Over a decade later I am married and happy and don't really like having to see these scars every time I pull my pants down. I don't like doctors and massage therapists and people at the pool seeing them and "wondering" about me. Yeah, the sex was really hot at the time, and every now and then I'll do a little blood play with my husband, but we don't cut that deep or leave vicious scars. It's not worth the permanent damage. I really do wish I had nice, perfect, unmolested skin on my legs. I wonder if this girl, or any girl (or boy) like her (especially the crazy emo girl in the other thread) will have the same regrets as me. I understand some people really do have a psychological need to cut themselves, but some do it for attention/sex/acceptance/it's cool/etc. and it's a shame. What you do in your youth can and will haunt you later. I feel for her. I hope she (and others like her) stop for their future selves. |
