|
#62
●
07-15-2015, 05:40 PM
|
|
Re: Rapist Gets His Leg Broken By Welcoming Inmates
Rape isn't fun. I was sexually abused by a very close female family member who would dress me up as a girl, ride me as if I were a horse, pee in topper wares and have me drink it, and poop and tell me it was chocolate. She would take showers with me and pee on my face and have me kiss her vagina, while showering we'd pretend my penis was a shark, and other games, she would play with my genitals with her barbie dolls by having them interact, then she would pretend my penis was some character while playing with her dolls and she'd move the foreskin and make it appear as if it were talking. I was only a toddler, the only part of my abuse I enjoyed was when we took turns achieving an orgasm using the door by hanging on it (whoever has done rope climbing will understand the natural reaction a human has by the combination of performing a demanding task on the muscles, and simultaneously having an object (door, clothes, rope) interacting with your genitals. The result is an orgasm unlike no other. This was the only part I enjoyed, everything else to me was just play, the eating her feces and urine part (I would spit the feces out but I did digest urine) to me was also play, but I knew it was a rough play and I didn't want to play with her, but she would slap me while babysitting me since our parents were gone. HOWEVER, I do not believe rapists deserve to be punished as long as they only rape you and do not physically beat you up, cut you, or do any physical harm. Some might argue that rape itself is harm, it may be considered as such on a more psychological level. Despite all that, it is natural in animals and an anomoly in humans due to society, it isn't fun being raped, but most of the harm comes from the condemnation of society and the strict depiction of rape which induces victims to enter a state of "hypochondria", which elaborates the scenario of rape as something completely out of question, and torments the victim even further. |
|
#63
●
07-15-2015, 06:04 PM
|
|
Re: Rapist Gets His Leg Broken By Welcoming Inmates
Then again, I was abused by what most would consider a beautiful girl, although incest to me is disgusting. I can imagine someone being raped by an ugly old man while having his tongue forced in his/her mouth (with yellow uncared for teeth), forcing him/her to perform oral sex on an ugly penis covered in smegma, would naturally be very unpleasant and incomparable to my situation. I guess rape weighs more when the perpetrater isn't attractive. Most would argue that attractive people do not rape, but this isn't the case, not all attractive people experience love. Due to my infancy (not because of my sexual abuse, but because I have also been abused by my mother who would get drunk and say I was the devil, and then proceed to chase me with a knife promising me to liberate me from the demons by killing me, then going to school and being bullied because I had severe trouble at home) I have been unable to be with any girl throughout my entire lifetime, I have only been touched by my family member (I won't say who specifically) which might be the reason I do not fully condemn my past, as it was my closest experience to what love must feel like and it allows me to imagine what being with another human being in a natural loving way must feel like for regular people who are capable of interacting in society. I would never rape, as I am far too proud to give myself to someone who doesn't appreciate me. Which is mainly the reason I didn't accept a "mercy fuck" from a past female friend. I could not bear with the concept of someone seeing me as charity. However, I fully comprehend if someone other than myself, who is attractive yet misunderstood due to severe traumas that have stagnated his social developement, decides to rape a shallow, frivolous, cold judgmental bitch. Women these days want everything served to them neatly, wrapped with nice paper and a cute pink ribbon, they want experience but they do not want to provide it, they want to take but never give, being with someone with no experience other than being physically abused to them is viewed as a charitable act which is why I will never honour them with myself.
|
|
#64
●
07-15-2015, 07:25 PM
|
|
Re: Rapist Gets His Leg Broken By Welcoming Inmates
Rape is about control. Willing sexual partners are not stimulating. And the control has to be actual and not someone acting. Most rapists cannot achieve erection any other way. |
|
#68
●
07-16-2015, 11:18 PM
|
|
Re: Rapist Gets His Leg Broken By Welcoming Inmates
Animals don't rape eachother out of control. Understand that your bullshit propaganda condemning rape was the main reason I hated myself most of my life until I realized it was society that was harming me by making me believe I was a VICTIM of a disdainful tragedy, and even to a certain degree that I myself was responsible or any other party was responsible. The only way I managed to cope with it, was understanding the nature of sexuality to its core by experiencing it on behalf of my own kin member, who would defecate on me and do countless other things while our parents were away.
|
|
#69
●
07-16-2015, 11:38 PM
|
|
Re: Rapist Gets His Leg Broken By Welcoming Inmates
You condemn my rationalization which I have acquired through empiricism, the corporeality of a matter which was of an aberrant nature, or atleast I took it as such, a trifle matter, embellished by society, the conjectures of banal people, who heretofore haven't resigned in telling me what I lived, why I lived it, what should have happened, that I was a victim of control, a martyr of society by the wrong doings of an animal that resembles my own countenance from flesh and blood, I have borne with that all my life. Supercilious people defining what they do not understand, yet condemning me, yearning to see me condemn myself with their lies. The only harm that was done to me was isolation from the very same people that try to define me and yet don't lift a finger in my favour. Making me believe that sexuality is a paragon of calamity.
|
|
#70
●
07-16-2015, 11:44 PM
|
|
Re: Rapist Gets His Leg Broken By Welcoming Inmates
Although it is true that some people may have such occurrences, it is conspicuously scornful to assent to a statement as such without substantiating your claim that "most" rapists are stifled by such paraphilias as you have claimed.
|