[michael64]

He didn't mind the gap...

[duntez]

Sweet baby Jesus !! No fucks given, took it like a champ, wow ... I would shake his hand if i ever see him on another side

[duntez]

Originally Posted by RUTHIE7 ↗

OMG!

That was not what I was expecting. It was a super fast death. He didn't feel a single thing. I think the courage leading up to it was the most painful period of time... but SO QUICK... and no visible 'blood cloud/mist.'

So young though. Sometimes it depresses me watching these.

The other night I watched a few before bedtime and I couldn't sleep. I was awake until 4am. Listening to YouTube 'rainfall sleep meditation stories.' I eventually fell asleep surrounded by numerous pillows, too dogs and a knife in my bedside drawer.

It sometimes makes me feel really scared. Really down.

My sister recently said that "You can't 'unsee' what you've 'seen'. It's in your head forever, and once it's there, there is NOTHING you can do to erase it. It is there forever, and it will haunt you forever."

I am tending to now watch the other 'topics' on the site. WOW... I am impressed. There are a load of very interesting documentaries and historical facts..etc. The '911 calls, and interesting facts, etc, etc'

But, I'm still drawn to these vids. What's happened today... What and why does it fascinate me?

'Pathology' is my subject of interest, and my profession, so this does have it's educational advantages, but it's the 'other aspects' that really get to me psychologically.

It's so fucking sad.

It's so fucking scary when you come across anger and the EVIL that it brings, in its raw human form.

It's coming to realise how 'putrid' our own 'human tribe,' is.....and how we literally kill and fuck up everything and everyone, and every God damn thing around us.

Humans are a 'cancer' eating away at our planet 'Earth.'

I cry, literally sob my heart out if I see an animal hurt in any way. However, watching a 'person' getting beat up/killed does not affect me as much.

That's my sad reality. And I'm facing it.

I was the same way it first. I couldn’t watch beheadings at all... it’s crazy. But at the same time, like you sad, something brings me back and makes me wanna watch more... eventually with the time you get used to it. I was amazed by how people here could make jokes or stupid comments under the videos. Like cmn, person just died , have some respect kind of feeling. Now, 2 years later, I caught myself laughing at some jokes and can watch all videos too ALMOST without hesitations. Humans get used to anything over the time.
I like your story thank for sharing, it was interesting to read the way you feeling

[ironmike]

I'm convinced when someone does themselves in such a spectacular fashion, they are delivering a "fuck you" to their family. There are all sorts of less dramatic (and less painful) ways of turning out the lights. I think this guy wanted to leave a hell of a mess and maybe footage a family member will come across.

[William May]

Ruthie:
I too really hate to see animals abused or hurt.
People don't bother me at all. Maybe because I am an extreme introvert. Or maybe it's just because this same stuff has been going on on this planet for thousands of years.
It may also be because this is just another part of life. We are ALL going to die. The only factor is how you go out. My personal hope is that I die in my sleep, but the reality is I'll probably show up here in a video of a motorcycle accident or a plane crash, and hopefully people will say: "WOW, that was EPIC!"
If you can't entertain anyone while you are living, you may as well do it while you are dying. Anyway, it rarely lasts more than a minute or two. (The dying part, not the living part)

[Brynjar]

Originally Posted by RUTHIE7 ↗

OMG!

That was not what I was expecting. It was a super fast death. He didn't feel a single thing. I think the courage leading up to it was the most painful period of time... but SO QUICK... and no visible 'blood cloud/mist.'

So young though. Sometimes it depresses me watching these.

The other night I watched a few before bedtime and I couldn't sleep. I was awake until 4am. Listening to YouTube 'rainfall sleep meditation stories.' I eventually fell asleep surrounded by numerous pillows, too dogs and a knife in my bedside drawer.

It sometimes makes me feel really scared. Really down.

My sister recently said that "You can't 'unsee' what you've 'seen'. It's in your head forever, and once it's there, there is NOTHING you can do to erase it. It is there forever, and it will haunt you forever."

I am tending to now watch the other 'topics' on the site. WOW... I am impressed. There are a load of very interesting documentaries and historical facts..etc. The '911 calls, and interesting facts, etc, etc'

But, I'm still drawn to these vids. What's happened today... What and why does it fascinate me?

'Pathology' is my subject of interest, and my profession, so this does have it's educational advantages, but it's the 'other aspects' that really get to me psychologically.

It's so fucking sad.

It's so fucking scary when you come across anger and the EVIL that it brings, in its raw human form.

It's coming to realise how 'putrid' our own 'human tribe,' is.....and how we literally kill and fuck up everything and everyone, and every God damn thing around us.

Humans are a 'cancer' eating away at our planet 'Earth.'

I cry, literally sob my heart out if I see an animal hurt in any way. However, watching a 'person' getting beat up/killed does not affect me as much.

That's my sad reality. And I'm facing it.

Yeah, you're mentally fuck up. You need in hospital psychiatric treatment. Maybe, electroshock treatments or a lobotomy. That should take care of those flashbacks and keep the memory of these videos from coming back and haunting you.

[Brynjar]

Originally Posted by fred5079 ↗

at least he will be ok in a few days

He's going to need that shoe that flew across to the other side of the subway.

[LrlynJy]

if he was sober when he did that, i can say it took guts to do that. but no sanity and inconsiderate as well. driver and passengers are going to have nightmares about that.

[rhubarb_king]

Roundhouse Technique: 9/10

[PreyKill]

Originally Posted by NEVERBACKZ ↗

Maybe the Gore section of the site is not for you. If you feel drawn to it maybe it’s just down to curiosity.

Look around the rest of the site it really is fantastic, lots to see on history etc. I like to pop into the water cooler periodically to witness them verbally beat the shit out of each other

The human race is fantastic. There’s love, humility, empathy and joy everywhere. It won’t take you long to find it. Witness a young couple in love, pop into any church and witness faith, visit any emergency room and see doctors and nurses dedicated to saving lives. Think of a time you held a baby in your arms.

Yup the world is awash with evil deeds and evil people.

It’s also abundant in beautiful people ready to drop everything just to do a good deed. There’s beauty right alongside the bad.

Yes, but so often they turn out to be the EXACT SAME PEOPLE. They will be good and loyal to the lives they consider their kin, and devalue all others. There's a selfish shortsightesness across much of the human race they don't even realize they still harbor.