[Sharon]

Originally Posted by Lion-hearted Girl ↗

Sometimes physical pain can distract from the mental pain. It releases endorphins which can elevate your mood temporarily. At least that's how it was for me.

Me too in my darker past. Now I use the art of coping techniques, what a difference!!

[Jere]

how come they never cut their throats the fuckin pussys...

[Lion-hearted Girl]

Originally Posted by Eyeswideshut2nite ↗

Yes!!! If you have ever seen the girl that goes by "coldnessinmyheart" she does that kind of shit all the time. There is one where she is pulling the ligament/tendon in her foot/leg..gahhhhh it just looks so fucking painful.

Her name is Joan, btw. She has a page on encyclopedia dramatica, and they have some info on her at bodybuilding,com. I think she is German. One of the odd things about her is that her entire body is covered with scars, head to toe, except for the rat tattoo on her forearm. She left that area alone for some reason. I've never figured out why.

Good for you as well! I'm glad for you :D we are worth more than that.

Oh yeh, theres a sticky thread up the top here with lots of coldnessinmyheart pics. Those 2 are extreme....

[Lion-hearted Girl]

Originally Posted by Sharon. ↗

Me too in my darker past. Now I use the art of coping techniques, what a difference!!

Glad to hear it ♡♥

[ralucagymnast]

Originally Posted by corpsehands ↗

I like the boobs

The owner of them obviously doesnt. Dont blame her really; some of those scars are stretch marks; good way of disguising them I suppose.

[ralucagymnast]

Originally Posted by Eyeswideshut2nite ↗

Yes!!! If you have ever seen the girl that goes by "coldnessinmyheart" she does that kind of shit all the time. There is one where she is pulling the ligament/tendon in her foot/leg..gahhhhh it just looks so fucking painful.

Her name is Joan, btw. She has a page on encyclopedia dramatica, and they have some info on her at bodybuilding,com. I think she is German. One of the odd things about her is that her entire body is covered with scars, head to toe, except for the rat tattoo on her forearm. She left that area alone for some reason. I've never figured out why.

Good for you as well! I'm glad for you :D we are worth more than that.

Not saying youre wrong, my friend, but I dont think that "coldnessinmyheart" and "joan" are the same person? I know which girl you mean though, and I dont think her name is Joan, I think Joan might be her mothers name; I remember reading about her; she didnt intend for those pics to be so widely distributed. Originally they came from a psychiatric forum, obviously someone saved them and uploaded them to general pop lol. She IS from Germany, and each time she presents, she is just stitched back up given some antibiotics, and sent home again. Sometimes she does her own stitching up, as you can probably tell; she owns several pet rats, which explains the rat tattoo. Apparently she is now getting the professional help she needs, and has stopped cutting.

[ralucagymnast]

Originally Posted by ralucagymnast ↗

Not saying youre wrong, my friend, but I dont think that "coldnessinmyheart" and "joan" are the same person? I know which girl you mean though, and I dont think her name is Joan, I think Joan might be her mothers name; I remember reading about her; she didnt intend for those pics to be so widely distributed. Originally they came from a psychiatric forum, obviously someone saved them and uploaded them to general pop lol. She IS from Germany, and each time she presents, she is just stitched back up given some antibiotics, and sent home again. Sometimes she does her own stitching up, as you can probably tell; she owns several pet rats, which explains the rat tattoo. Apparently she is now getting the professional help she needs, and has stopped cutting.

Really wish this forum had an edit button, sigh.....about "joan", explaining her cutting, she has said "it usually happens at night....and I cut and I cut....and I know its bad, I can see veins, tendons even bones, but the compulsion is always there.....time passes so slowly when I cut.... and then I look down and see the damage I have done, and I cannot believe that I have done all that". Very sad; im glad she was able to seek a way out of the abyss. Many dont.

[corpsehands]

Originally Posted by ralucagymnast ↗

The owner of them obviously doesnt. Dont blame her really; some of those scars are stretch marks; good way of disguising them I suppose.

Does the self harm mean she doesn't like her boobs? Or she doesn't like herself and that's just an easier spot to hide the scars?

[Eyeswideshut2nite]

Originally Posted by ralucagymnast ↗

Not saying youre wrong, my friend, but I dont think that "coldnessinmyheart" and "joan" are the same person? I know which girl you mean though, and I dont think her name is Joan, I think Joan might be her mothers name; I remember reading about her; she didnt intend for those pics to be so widely distributed. Originally they came from a psychiatric forum, obviously someone saved them and uploaded them to general pop lol. She IS from Germany, and each time she presents, she is just stitched back up given some antibiotics, and sent home again. Sometimes she does her own stitching up, as you can probably tell; she owns several pet rats, which explains the rat tattoo. Apparently she is now getting the professional help she needs, and has stopped cutting.

If you go back and look at the post right below the one you quoted here, immediately after I wrote it I realized and corrected myself. It's been there since like a minute after I wrote that one. I realized they are not the same.

[Lion-hearted Girl]

Originally Posted by corpsehands ↗

Does the self harm mean she doesn't like her boobs? Or she doesn't like herself and that's just an easier spot to hide the scars?

Exactly. I cut my boobs way back when, and I love mine