I was sexually abused at the age of thirteen (repeatedly) by a horrible person, soon after I developed a low self esteem and had no clue how to deal with normal situations any longer.
I felt alone and lost trust in men in general, I hid away from all the pain of the past but soon found myself harming the very area that was involved in my past memories, I found as time passed and pressure built the self harming also increased, I am trying to get help.
he's not getting any pussy for a little while. time to move on dude, the horrible person is gone and ur free. now go heal and then have meaningful sex w a nice lady