[FavaBeans]

Originally Posted by Lion-hearted Girl ↗

I don't shit? Lol wot?

I'm a "bleeding heart" because I used to do this too, due to mental illness. You've no idea the mental anguish you must be going through to take a blade to yourself.

I'd rather be a bleeding heart than a cold hearted bitch

yer still crying about this

[jesse]

Bullying is never acceptable ANYWHERE. Damn. Gonna make me mad and that takes some doing.

[Lion-hearted Girl]

Originally Posted by FavaBeans ↗

yer still crying about this

Yeh, I'm all broken up.

[candice81]

Originally Posted by FavaBeans ↗

yer still crying about this

Dick much?

[candice81]

Originally Posted by tris_ant ↗

Borderline Personality Disorder is believed to be caused by infancy/childhood invalidation. It could be a 1 year old crying for food and not getting it, or a 3 year old falling over and scraping their knee and their parents are dismissive and not overly caring.

My parents were not neglectful, but i was a sensitive child and prone to misunderstanding of social structures. and that was enough for me to develop BPD.

- because BPD causes memory issues, it is thought i was sexually abused as a toddler and sexually assaulted as a child. but i do not know.

Im extremely sensitive, not to emotions but to physical stimuli. i have practically no understanding or recognition of emotions in myself or others.

i cant tell if i am angry, anxious, happy, etc. often this used to just lead to cutting because there was no where else for it to go.

My best friend killed himself only two months ago, he had the same disorder, I know the struggle you are going through, My advise is to talk, talk, talk....to anyone...PM me if you need to

[candice81]

Originally Posted by FavaBeans ↗

I dont feel sorry for your fucked up exsistance one bit!

WOW your a huge CUNT

[candice81]

Originally Posted by FavaBeans ↗

I dont feel sorry for your fucked up exsistance one bit!

One more thing, by the ignorance of your post I can tell you havent had any mental illness. I bet you would feel different if you did! I cant get over what you just wrote, WOW just WOW...

[candice81]

Originally Posted by tris_ant ↗

Actually, chemical imbalances causing mood regulation issues is part the reason for my illness.

I also never said it was anyone else's fault but mine. I'm not here for anything but to show a few light hearted entertaining posts.

At least I'm not a privileged white cisgender male on the upper socio economic ladder, stealing money and acting like its not my job to help the less fortunate.

I live on 16k a year, I work 3 jobs. I have lordosis, post polio myelitis fatigue syndrome and some HEREDITARY mental illness. All of which are not my persons fault as I did not deliberately infect myself with any.
Nor did I attempt to exacerbate after learning correct coping methods[READ: I have mostly stopped self harming, it's mostly body modification now because I find it attractive].

Also I live my life as healthy as can be, I've never let my issues hold myself back from being an employed, tax paying person with various hobbies, no criminal record, and no alcohol or substance abuse issues.

So, don't go tell me shit about who I am when you know [next to] nothing.
I can cut myself and share photos, I'm not asking for your pity or anything whatsoever. I just know I like looking at a little gore and i'd like to think others do too. Get over yourself.

Fuck her, shes an ignorant fat whore

[candice81]

Originally Posted by FavaBeans ↗

I just say what most are afraid to say... hopefully you`ll never have a kid..and if you do...may they have your "Chemical Imbalance" you cling to. Oh but that makes it ok... Off yerself...will ya...you have alot of people fooled here...with Lots of "empathy" They have so much they take delight on coming up with Quips about death pics...At least i can do that and not come in sympathy posts like this... saying "Omg awww and I wish you well....WHAT? REALLY?

NO we all don't feel that same way as you, your just the cunt that says things for shock value.
Attention seeker much? do you feel cool now? way to go.... fucking loser

[candice81]

Originally Posted by tris_ant ↗

You must know practically next to nothing about BPD.

Im never going to have children, i'm voluntarily infertile and never wish to give my inheritable mental illnesses to any child of my line.
I only pray you can do the same. Haha.

I would rather have BPD than be a child to Fava