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07-08-2016, 05:59 AM
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Re: Mr Versace & His Long Knife
I don't know how it started but I remember I was doing it since age 6. I always liked knives on a somewhat deep level, not as in taking one and carving someone else, just knives and other bladed objects as themselves. Love the cold feeling of a blade on my skin, love pricking and poking myself with them or if someone else does it to me and also like the pain to some extent. I suspect I was probably abused by my grandfather when very little but i have no recollection of it or any deep ill feelings toward him, so it probably wasn't sexual. I love seeing videos where people or things are cut or stabbed by blades, real or sfx staged, not necessarily killed but i'd never want to go and do it myself to someone, also loved seeing knife hunting videos on youtube before internet censorship took a bad turn to just about anything. Beheadings I don't really like, unless they start by a stab to the throat then cutting outward. And finally, it's more about a good knife in action than the action itself and since those middle eastern assholes usually use ak-47 bayonets or cheapo chinese or turkish made knives, i don't really feel motivated to even bother watching that stuff. Luckily I have found a gal that shares this fetish more or less so at least it doesn't feel as strange as it once was. My first deep (accidental stabbing) was at age of 17, i didn't assess the knife very well and it went in during masturbation, just above my pelvis. Second time was just plain stupid stab that landed me into a hospital and a very long (voluntary) psych eval that I passed with flying colors as not being a maniac or otherwise crazy. At the age of 22 I did my few weeks of daily stabbings to my belly trying to go in through my bellybutton which i succeeded and enjoyed sliding knives in through that scar for few months until one day an intestine came out after the knife (gutfucking with kabar marine knife wasn't a good idea) and that is when I stopped. Nowdays i'm only enjoying pricks and pokes from completely dull blades, maximum depth stab wound i had in 13 years was like 1/2 inch |
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07-08-2016, 11:23 AM
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 Probably Stoned. Poster Rank:3044 Female Join Date: Jun 2016 Posts: 128 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 73 Post(s)
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Re: Mr Versace & His Long Knife
Thank you so much for explaining all of that! It's all really interesting to me. I'm glad you found someone who shares the fetish and you seem to have a handle on how to explore it without seriously injuring yourself.
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07-10-2016, 08:41 AM
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 facta non verba Poster Rank:65 Join Date: Feb 2012 Posts: 23,922
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Re: Mr Versace & His Long Knife
Is this something that provides sexual gratification? Or is it another sort of thing? Edited to add: Just saw your more detailed post, very interesting 
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