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03-10-2009, 07:36 PM
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| Bananananananana Poster Rank:554 Lass Join Date: Dec 2008 Posts: 1,770 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 8 Post(s)
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Re: Bullimic Death
I can't answer for anyone else, but I want to be skinny. If it takes dying to get there - so be it. Bulimia can be both.. Some people have "only" bulimia, and some people have bulimia as a symptom of other things. Eating disorders are complex, and it can be a number of things that trigger them, but it isn't necesarry a symptom of something worse. Perfectly "sane" people can get an eating disorder. After having the eating disorder for a while, they get depressed. |
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03-10-2009, 07:42 PM
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 My Rank: MASTER SERGEANT Poster Rank:565 Male Join Date: Jan 2009 Posts: 1,722 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 11 Post(s)
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Re: Bullimic Death
Ok thanks for the information, but what is it about for you? "just" becomming skinny? (You don't have to answer this one at all, totally understand it if it is to personal)
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03-10-2009, 08:35 PM
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 My Rank: SERGEANT Poster Rank:942 Join Date: Dec 2008 Posts: 773 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 5 Post(s)
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Re: Bullimic Death
I would rather eat anything I want, get really fat, and do some super hot fat chick porn. Yay! Fuck My Fat! Yay! |
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03-10-2009, 09:38 PM
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Re: Bullimic Death
Well, no. It's about becoming someone else, totally different from myself. It developed into an obsession with food, or the lack there of, and losing weight. It's to get a feeling of accomplishment. My day depends greatly on wether or not I've eaten. If I eat, the day is ruined. I cannot eat more than 100kcal, but preferably less. I vomit about 10 times a day, to not gain water weight.. |
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03-11-2009, 04:20 AM
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Re: Bullimic Death
how do you get by without any sustenance? i get a headache if i don't eat within a few hours of waking up.. i can only imagine how terrible you must feel all the time... or maybe not.. maybe you are just so used to it you block out any kind of tangible pain? and if you don't eat at all some days or eat as little as you do, with as much restriction as i'm sure you have, how would you gain any water weight at all?
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03-11-2009, 04:45 AM
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| Bananananananana Poster Rank:554 Lass Join Date: Dec 2008 Posts: 1,770 Mentioned: 0 Post(s) Quoted: 8 Post(s)
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Re: Bullimic Death
Paranoia.. I'm paranoid about gaining weight, and scared to death.. I am always dizzy and have constant headaches and stomach cramps.. But you get used to it.. After a while though, your body gets so fucked up that you either blow up like a balloon(that would be me) or you can't gain weight even if you tried.. My weight is much lower than it would seem when looking at me. I am totally inflated.. The body is a weird invention.. |
